im bored and im lying on my bed with my laptop in front of me.
therefore, shall blog. hehehe.
Well, today wasnt much of a day for me.
in the morning, went to tampines to collect something from someone...okay thats annoying.
I went to tampines to collect a handlebar and saddle from a guy that i made business with on the internet. heh. total of $90.
It was surprisingly cheap. 90 bucks for 2 items and both are branded and world reknown brands.
so why not? hehe.
After that, went back home to put my stuff down and headed down to jurong to meet some friends.
Had a meal with them, talk cock and bla bla bla.
Now, im back home.
my bro just came home...
surprised that i have an older brother? yeah.
Hes 2 years older than me.
We look totally different and we have totally different personalities and character.
We are brothers but we are the direct opposite of each other.
We dont seem to have anything in common too. hahaha
sometimes i wonder if hes my real brother. hmmmm. hehe
anyways, holidays are getting more and more boring and dull now.
Most of my main events are over. now is just back to reality....
might start work again soon. this time, im gonna work at sentosa.
i dont know what to talk about now...
ah yes, i know.
was surfing the net and was on a bike webite and i came across this paragrph of words that i found rather interesting and relatable.
"The scars we have tell stories, contribute to who we are and act as ice breakers. The smallest scar sometimes have the biggest or funniest story, while the ugliest and gnarliest scar can come from trying to eat a sandwich while riding your bike. Scars provide us with a map of our glory moments, average riders gone horribly wrong and friends that you wish who would just keep their mouths shut."
hehehe that was a really good chunk of words.
Just read through it and think back about your first bike ride or how you first fell down while playing catching or trying to do something stupid.
Try to relate your life into that paragraph of words. hehehe.
but its true, all the scars we bear all tell different and interesting stories.
hehehe currently watching Adventure Times with my bro.
Its damn retarded hahahaha. what a weird show.
Okay, thats all for now, will update again soon!
Monday, December 16, 2013
Saturday, December 14, 2013
hello hello hello~
oh dear, am so sorry for the sudden MIA again. heh.
was pretty busy with the past 3 weeks.
Marathon, intensive band practices, Passing Out Parade, chalet and such.
Well, im finally free now.
Got a new phone :) A green iPhone 5c.
As well as a new laptop from Asus.
It's a new series laptop with INTEL CORE i5 and NVIDIA GEFORCE 740M graphics card.
Also has the touch screen function and comes with the new Windows 8.
Upgraded the ram from 4 to 8gb too. so that it works faster.
Now that i have my own lappy, i can blog more often. that i can assure you.
Dont have to borrow from my brother anymore. hehehe.
Have my own lappy to play games, surf net and blog. yay!
Still in the midst of getting used to my new phone and lappy too.
They seem too high tech and fast for me. hahaha for the first time.
I just came back from shopping with my mum and aunt at Ion Orchard.
Nothing much for me as usual, just accompany them to walk around and be their slave to carry all their shopping bags....most of it.
AT LEAST, i managed to get myself a nice polo tee from AX.
Yeah, the shirt cost $120, but it was on sale, so why not! ;)
now im back home, getting the new feel of my lappy as i blog this.
Wanted to go for a ride but seeing that the floor is wet makes me think twice
So i decided not to. Not today. but soon.
Have not been riding for quite some time already. need to start to ride a little more often.
Miss riding. especially with my mates.
Riding in town is cool. but....you cant find a petrol station to pump your tires anywhere near.
NO WHERE NEAR. which sucks.
The nearest near my place is either Bukit Merah or Beach Road. -.-
Have you seen any petrol stations at Orchard? or Marina Bay?
NO right? exactly. now you feel my pain.
If i have a flat tire........gosh. dont even wanna think about it. haha!
Feel like blogging about the chalet that ive been to recently.
but....naaa, i think id rather not. cause to be honest, it was a good chalet, but wasnt the best ive been too.
Or rather, it was good, but just wasnt good enough to meet my expectations.
Nonetheless i had fun with my bros. :) definitely good fun and bonding time. hehe.
hmmmmm. well, my mum wanted to get me an iPad.
But i declined her offer. Why? because i feel that i dont need it.
Why would i need an iPad when i already have an iPhone and a laptop with the touch screen function.
I dont know man, sometimes i feel that the iPad is just a waste of money and only for the riches to afford.
And my new iPhone was a surprise too.
I never told my mum i wanted a new phone.
In fact, she wanted to change it for me. but i told her not to because all the phones are expensive now and im alrd using an iPhone 4 so thats good enough for me.
But during the chalet, she suddenly called me and told me that she was gonna cancel my line.
I asked why in disappointment.
She said " i change your phone alrd"
I was like whuuuuut. why did you...? haha! then she told me that she changed it to an iPhone 5c.
So yeah, that was how i got my new iPhone. hahaha.
A very weird and different way of getting something you want huh.
okay...i dont know what else to blog about now.
Theres a lot that i want to share. but, i just feel that i shouldnt say it here.
After all, this is a public blog and anyone could read it.
Therefore i should be mindful of what i blog huh. heh.
Well, currently feeling lonely and my life has been really quiet lately.
Thats normal i guess? yeah.
Waking up everyday with an empty phone. no texts whatsoever. no plans. no one to talk to.
bleh. this stinks. hmph.
okay shall stop here. will blog again soon.
oh dear, am so sorry for the sudden MIA again. heh.
was pretty busy with the past 3 weeks.
Marathon, intensive band practices, Passing Out Parade, chalet and such.
Well, im finally free now.
Got a new phone :) A green iPhone 5c.
As well as a new laptop from Asus.
It's a new series laptop with INTEL CORE i5 and NVIDIA GEFORCE 740M graphics card.
Also has the touch screen function and comes with the new Windows 8.
Upgraded the ram from 4 to 8gb too. so that it works faster.
Now that i have my own lappy, i can blog more often. that i can assure you.
Dont have to borrow from my brother anymore. hehehe.
Have my own lappy to play games, surf net and blog. yay!
Still in the midst of getting used to my new phone and lappy too.
They seem too high tech and fast for me. hahaha for the first time.
I just came back from shopping with my mum and aunt at Ion Orchard.
Nothing much for me as usual, just accompany them to walk around and be their slave to carry all their shopping bags....most of it.
AT LEAST, i managed to get myself a nice polo tee from AX.
Yeah, the shirt cost $120, but it was on sale, so why not! ;)
now im back home, getting the new feel of my lappy as i blog this.
Wanted to go for a ride but seeing that the floor is wet makes me think twice
So i decided not to. Not today. but soon.
Have not been riding for quite some time already. need to start to ride a little more often.
Miss riding. especially with my mates.
Riding in town is cool. but....you cant find a petrol station to pump your tires anywhere near.
NO WHERE NEAR. which sucks.
The nearest near my place is either Bukit Merah or Beach Road. -.-
Have you seen any petrol stations at Orchard? or Marina Bay?
NO right? exactly. now you feel my pain.
If i have a flat tire........gosh. dont even wanna think about it. haha!
Feel like blogging about the chalet that ive been to recently.
but....naaa, i think id rather not. cause to be honest, it was a good chalet, but wasnt the best ive been too.
Or rather, it was good, but just wasnt good enough to meet my expectations.
Nonetheless i had fun with my bros. :) definitely good fun and bonding time. hehe.
hmmmmm. well, my mum wanted to get me an iPad.
But i declined her offer. Why? because i feel that i dont need it.
Why would i need an iPad when i already have an iPhone and a laptop with the touch screen function.
I dont know man, sometimes i feel that the iPad is just a waste of money and only for the riches to afford.
And my new iPhone was a surprise too.
I never told my mum i wanted a new phone.
In fact, she wanted to change it for me. but i told her not to because all the phones are expensive now and im alrd using an iPhone 4 so thats good enough for me.
But during the chalet, she suddenly called me and told me that she was gonna cancel my line.
I asked why in disappointment.
She said " i change your phone alrd"
I was like whuuuuut. why did you...? haha! then she told me that she changed it to an iPhone 5c.
So yeah, that was how i got my new iPhone. hahaha.
A very weird and different way of getting something you want huh.
okay...i dont know what else to blog about now.
Theres a lot that i want to share. but, i just feel that i shouldnt say it here.
After all, this is a public blog and anyone could read it.
Therefore i should be mindful of what i blog huh. heh.
Well, currently feeling lonely and my life has been really quiet lately.
Thats normal i guess? yeah.
Waking up everyday with an empty phone. no texts whatsoever. no plans. no one to talk to.
bleh. this stinks. hmph.
okay shall stop here. will blog again soon.
Thursday, November 28, 2013
hey guys! time to blog again.
am really sorry for the sudden MIA every once in awhile.
i dont have my own laptop you see, whenever i blog, i always use my brothers laptop. and hes most of the time using it as well. so i can only blog when hes not using it. sorry!
anyways, now that im back blogging, will start before band camp...
-rewind-
3 days before band camp, i woke up one morning feeling fatigue and nauseous.
next thing i know, i was puking out last night's supper.
After that i felt better and i tot it was all over. But after awhile, i started feeling very very very uncomfortable again. So i decided to eat an apple and medicine.
an hour later, i vomited again.
Thats when i realized something was very wrong with me.
i took my temperature and it shot up to 38.5.
So yeah, was having a bad fever and vomiting.
On that day itself, i ate absolutely nothing except 2 biscuits for the entire day.
The following days were much better, no more vomitings but still felt nauseous.
One night before band camp, i ate this weird shit medicine.
One side of the cover was written in some alien ancient chinese and the other side was written in some thai language. i couldnt understand shit.
All i knew was that i was suppose to eat this medicine that was in powder form and it smelled and tasted worse than crap. It was spicy as hell. i swear. and better as panadol. its the worst thing you would ever want to eat. and i had to eat 2 bottles of it.
After taking that, i was hoping that i would be better cause the following morning was already band camp.
That morning when i woke up, i felt a whole lot better. damn, that was close.
So of course, i carried on with band camp life.
If any of you are curious about how the medicine looks like, let me know. i can take a photo and show you guys. tastes worse than shit. but cures like a potion. hehehe.
Anyways, so i was in band camp........surviving. heh.
Wasnt that bad as an ROD. Life is much easier as an ROD in band camp. duh.
We were loaded with tasks and things to do and were always preoccupied.
We had to do 2 major banners, parades, and performances for the Passing Out Parade.
That was how busy we were.
We had sleepless nights. Everyone did their best and slept at 3am and woke up at 630-7am.
Well, thats band camp and thats how we survive.
Band taught us to endure through the worse conditions ever. and its really effective.
Now that band camp is over, POP is just next week.
Next Saturday, to be exact. An official Passing Out Parade. Finally.
Well, i just came back from swimming with my friends.
Awesome day. really tiring. busy swimming and playing bla bla bla.
Got burned by the sun. now im red. literally. not joking.
From my waist up, im red. from my waist down, im just tanned.
thats how bad the sunburn was. haha.
My face is red too. red nose. jinrong the red nose reindeer, had a very shiny nose. k stop.
So im going to collect my marathon race pack tomorrow with my friends.
Then idk already. heh.
Saturday is another day of band and Sunday is my race day.
Excited much. but dont really feel prepared for it. :/
It's gnna be really really tough,
A test of both physical and mental fitness.
Well, band has taught us both. time to apply them effectively. hehe.
Will try my best to continue updating my blog.
seem to be gaining more readers.
thats nice to know. heh.
Will blog maybe every 2-3 days. yup.
okay, thats all for now i guess.
toodles!
am really sorry for the sudden MIA every once in awhile.
i dont have my own laptop you see, whenever i blog, i always use my brothers laptop. and hes most of the time using it as well. so i can only blog when hes not using it. sorry!
anyways, now that im back blogging, will start before band camp...
-rewind-
3 days before band camp, i woke up one morning feeling fatigue and nauseous.
next thing i know, i was puking out last night's supper.
After that i felt better and i tot it was all over. But after awhile, i started feeling very very very uncomfortable again. So i decided to eat an apple and medicine.
an hour later, i vomited again.
Thats when i realized something was very wrong with me.
i took my temperature and it shot up to 38.5.
So yeah, was having a bad fever and vomiting.
On that day itself, i ate absolutely nothing except 2 biscuits for the entire day.
The following days were much better, no more vomitings but still felt nauseous.
One night before band camp, i ate this weird shit medicine.
One side of the cover was written in some alien ancient chinese and the other side was written in some thai language. i couldnt understand shit.
All i knew was that i was suppose to eat this medicine that was in powder form and it smelled and tasted worse than crap. It was spicy as hell. i swear. and better as panadol. its the worst thing you would ever want to eat. and i had to eat 2 bottles of it.
After taking that, i was hoping that i would be better cause the following morning was already band camp.
That morning when i woke up, i felt a whole lot better. damn, that was close.
So of course, i carried on with band camp life.
If any of you are curious about how the medicine looks like, let me know. i can take a photo and show you guys. tastes worse than shit. but cures like a potion. hehehe.
Anyways, so i was in band camp........surviving. heh.
Wasnt that bad as an ROD. Life is much easier as an ROD in band camp. duh.
We were loaded with tasks and things to do and were always preoccupied.
We had to do 2 major banners, parades, and performances for the Passing Out Parade.
That was how busy we were.
We had sleepless nights. Everyone did their best and slept at 3am and woke up at 630-7am.
Well, thats band camp and thats how we survive.
Band taught us to endure through the worse conditions ever. and its really effective.
Now that band camp is over, POP is just next week.
Next Saturday, to be exact. An official Passing Out Parade. Finally.
Well, i just came back from swimming with my friends.
Awesome day. really tiring. busy swimming and playing bla bla bla.
Got burned by the sun. now im red. literally. not joking.
From my waist up, im red. from my waist down, im just tanned.
thats how bad the sunburn was. haha.
My face is red too. red nose. jinrong the red nose reindeer, had a very shiny nose. k stop.
So im going to collect my marathon race pack tomorrow with my friends.
Then idk already. heh.
Saturday is another day of band and Sunday is my race day.
Excited much. but dont really feel prepared for it. :/
It's gnna be really really tough,
A test of both physical and mental fitness.
Well, band has taught us both. time to apply them effectively. hehe.
Will try my best to continue updating my blog.
seem to be gaining more readers.
thats nice to know. heh.
Will blog maybe every 2-3 days. yup.
okay, thats all for now i guess.
toodles!
Saturday, November 16, 2013
greetings once again~!
it's a typical sunday afternoon.
boring and a little tired. my body is sore. especially my arms.
Due to work last friday. hehehe. but am fine. will recover soon.
Well, at least the weather is fine.
Dark skies, gloomy atmosphere and its cold. just how i like it. hehe!
Currently listening to some christmas carols played by TKWO, Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra.
They're a professional band. i dont know why im listening to christmas carols anyway, but they sound good. hehe.
Looking through a score now too. Stand by me.
Everyone knows that song. its so famous. light jazz and swing song.
Planning to have it printed out to try it together with my graduating batch. mmhmm. a performance.
Am supposed to be working later today again.
But decided to call it off. Instead, my friend would be substituting me, so its fine.
Why i didnt wanna go to work? i dont feel good and i dont know why.
For the past 4-5 days, i have not been sleeping well at all.
I keep tossing and turning and just cant get to sleep. i really dont know why.
And i have not been eating like how i normally should. Have been eating lesser and lesser appetite.
All i can say and feel is that something is bothering me and i dont know what.
Everyone morning when i wake up and every night before i go to sleep, i feel troubled and feel that something is bothering me.
how how how....
Could it be you...? sigh.not again.
Did you like curse me or put a spell on me that caused me to be like this. heh.
anyways, tomorrow will be heading down to school for band games. yeah, sort of.
After which im going to work. hopefully will be able to work.
Then im free for the week until saturday which is my 4 day band camp. yay. hehe.
Anyway yesterday's band practice was weird...to me.
I am so not used to being and ROD. or a member of the graduating batch.
Cause i have been a bandsmen for too long and have been accustomed to it.
So, to suddenly be a graduating batch feels really weird.
Everything is different now.
During parade, i hear the marches played by the band in surround sound. haha.
Cause my contingent is standing all the way up front.
I have to shout some weird timings during the change of the ranks and dressings.
Then during the march pass, we have to salute. which is kinda cool.
Well, i guess my time as a bandsmen is over. finally over.
My time in band is up. time for me to go and let someone else take over.
It's actually quite saddening too. hmmmm.
Well, i guess thats all for now.
Will update again!
it's a typical sunday afternoon.
boring and a little tired. my body is sore. especially my arms.
Due to work last friday. hehehe. but am fine. will recover soon.
Well, at least the weather is fine.
Dark skies, gloomy atmosphere and its cold. just how i like it. hehe!
Currently listening to some christmas carols played by TKWO, Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra.
They're a professional band. i dont know why im listening to christmas carols anyway, but they sound good. hehe.
Looking through a score now too. Stand by me.
Everyone knows that song. its so famous. light jazz and swing song.
Planning to have it printed out to try it together with my graduating batch. mmhmm. a performance.
Am supposed to be working later today again.
But decided to call it off. Instead, my friend would be substituting me, so its fine.
Why i didnt wanna go to work? i dont feel good and i dont know why.
For the past 4-5 days, i have not been sleeping well at all.
I keep tossing and turning and just cant get to sleep. i really dont know why.
And i have not been eating like how i normally should. Have been eating lesser and lesser appetite.
All i can say and feel is that something is bothering me and i dont know what.
Everyone morning when i wake up and every night before i go to sleep, i feel troubled and feel that something is bothering me.
how how how....
Could it be you...? sigh.not again.
Did you like curse me or put a spell on me that caused me to be like this. heh.
anyways, tomorrow will be heading down to school for band games. yeah, sort of.
After which im going to work. hopefully will be able to work.
Then im free for the week until saturday which is my 4 day band camp. yay. hehe.
Anyway yesterday's band practice was weird...to me.
I am so not used to being and ROD. or a member of the graduating batch.
Cause i have been a bandsmen for too long and have been accustomed to it.
So, to suddenly be a graduating batch feels really weird.
Everything is different now.
During parade, i hear the marches played by the band in surround sound. haha.
Cause my contingent is standing all the way up front.
I have to shout some weird timings during the change of the ranks and dressings.
Then during the march pass, we have to salute. which is kinda cool.
Well, i guess my time as a bandsmen is over. finally over.
My time in band is up. time for me to go and let someone else take over.
It's actually quite saddening too. hmmmm.
Well, i guess thats all for now.
Will update again!
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
helllluuuuu~
So it's a boring and dead thursday afternoon.
Have no plans at all as usual.
You know what, one fine day, ill just drop dead and die from boredom.
It's too boring and dull until my body is not able to accept the sudden and extreme change so it decides to shut down and leave me dead. haha.
What an imagination i have. but really. it feels that way.
It's so so boring. If i have a game console or smth better to do at home then im fine with it.
But no....i have absolutely nothing to do at home. its so boring.
Unless someone comes over to my house. then thats a different story. hehe.
okay shall tell you a little secret.
It's now almost 4pm and i havent bathed. HAHA. shhhhh.
Dont blame me. it's just too boring until my body decides to not do anything because its too meaningless. haha but dont worry, will bathe as soon as im done with this post.
So currently, just rotting at home. literally. can just die from it.
ugh.
My holidays have yet to start man.
Meaning it has yet to begin with all the fun and programmes.
Rather than just waking up every morning and cracking my brain to think what to do and how to spend my day.
maybe i should.....hmmmmm...
I'm working tomorrow. another tiring day. gosh.
Well, beats staying at home i guess. heh.
i need a life man.
oh wait, maybe i already do. hehe.
i really dont know what to blog about now.
my brain is simply blank and its not functioning. damn.
maybe its time for me to find a girlfriend. HAHAHAHAH NOOOOOOOOOO.
Im just freaking kidding. no way im gonna look for one.
at least not now.
Because theres still someone who holds quite a special place in my heart.
So its a no.
Well, have been feeling quite lonely recently.
lonely and quiet. its both a good and bad thing i guess.
I want it to be quiet.......but with you inside only.
i have no idea what am i talking about now. :x
or maybe i do....but it just doesnt make sense to those who read it. haha.
okay shall end here.
Man, im so free since after the exams. hah.
okay will update again soon.
So it's a boring and dead thursday afternoon.
Have no plans at all as usual.
You know what, one fine day, ill just drop dead and die from boredom.
It's too boring and dull until my body is not able to accept the sudden and extreme change so it decides to shut down and leave me dead. haha.
What an imagination i have. but really. it feels that way.
It's so so boring. If i have a game console or smth better to do at home then im fine with it.
But no....i have absolutely nothing to do at home. its so boring.
Unless someone comes over to my house. then thats a different story. hehe.
okay shall tell you a little secret.
It's now almost 4pm and i havent bathed. HAHA. shhhhh.
Dont blame me. it's just too boring until my body decides to not do anything because its too meaningless. haha but dont worry, will bathe as soon as im done with this post.
So currently, just rotting at home. literally. can just die from it.
ugh.
My holidays have yet to start man.
Meaning it has yet to begin with all the fun and programmes.
Rather than just waking up every morning and cracking my brain to think what to do and how to spend my day.
maybe i should.....hmmmmm...
I'm working tomorrow. another tiring day. gosh.
Well, beats staying at home i guess. heh.
i need a life man.
oh wait, maybe i already do. hehe.
i really dont know what to blog about now.
my brain is simply blank and its not functioning. damn.
maybe its time for me to find a girlfriend. HAHAHAHAH NOOOOOOOOOO.
Im just freaking kidding. no way im gonna look for one.
at least not now.
Because theres still someone who holds quite a special place in my heart.
So its a no.
Well, have been feeling quite lonely recently.
lonely and quiet. its both a good and bad thing i guess.
I want it to be quiet.......but with you inside only.
i have no idea what am i talking about now. :x
or maybe i do....but it just doesnt make sense to those who read it. haha.
okay shall end here.
Man, im so free since after the exams. hah.
okay will update again soon.
Monday, November 11, 2013
hey there!
well guess what...........EXAMS ARE OVER!!! YEEEEAAAAYYYY!
hehehehe, im really glad and relieved that its all over.
But now im wondering how did i do. will i pass? or fail....
hais. its quite a scary thought knowing that i dont have confidence in academics too.
oh well, like what the chief examiner told all of us.
"It doesnt matter anymore what results you get cause youve already tried your best. Whether youve done well or done not so well, life still goes on and theres still something for you to do."
I totally agree with him. Well at least it makes ppl like me feel a little better inside. hehe.
So, after months and weeks of stress, pressure bla bla bla, its finally all over.
Now to me, life seems a little meaningless now. haahah.
Why? because every morning when we wake up, we have an objective to go to school and spend our day there and our goals were to do well for tests and exams.
But now, we have already graduated from the school and we have already completed our exams.
Theres nothing more for us to do.
Even if there are, it would mean to set new goals and objectives in life.
Well, ive already set mine ;) for the holidays at least.
As stated in my previous post, i have quite a packed schedule this holidays.
Apart from all the plans that i already have, im very free.
I'm definitely not gonna work like some mad dog or a workaholic.
Firstly, it's not my thing. Secondly, it isnt an easy job. It's really tiring and energy consuming.
Im going back to band this saturday.
I have work on Friday which is prom night but im not attending, band on saturday and work again on sunday.
I woke up today feeling rather good.
Because for the first time, i can wake up any time i want and have no worries when im awake.
It's like im so carefree. hehe.
It's a gloomy tuesday to begin with. It rained.
And now it dark, cold and wet. i like it!
However, i'm plan-less as usual.
sigh, that is the extreme disadvantage of having such long holidays.
You dont know what to do. and you always wake up without any plans.
And that sucks a lot man.
Am always wanting to go out and looking for ppl to go out with but.....yeah.
i want to go out with you. :x hehe kidding. shhhh.
It's about 310pm now. and i have some small plans.
Going to wash up and go out now.
Gonna go down to Jurong area to cut my hair at my fav barber shop and meet up with some friends to chill.
bleh.
okay thats all for now!
Will definitely update again soon. Since im so free now.
toodles~
well guess what...........EXAMS ARE OVER!!! YEEEEAAAAYYYY!
hehehehe, im really glad and relieved that its all over.
But now im wondering how did i do. will i pass? or fail....
hais. its quite a scary thought knowing that i dont have confidence in academics too.
oh well, like what the chief examiner told all of us.
"It doesnt matter anymore what results you get cause youve already tried your best. Whether youve done well or done not so well, life still goes on and theres still something for you to do."
I totally agree with him. Well at least it makes ppl like me feel a little better inside. hehe.
So, after months and weeks of stress, pressure bla bla bla, its finally all over.
Now to me, life seems a little meaningless now. haahah.
Why? because every morning when we wake up, we have an objective to go to school and spend our day there and our goals were to do well for tests and exams.
But now, we have already graduated from the school and we have already completed our exams.
Theres nothing more for us to do.
Even if there are, it would mean to set new goals and objectives in life.
Well, ive already set mine ;) for the holidays at least.
As stated in my previous post, i have quite a packed schedule this holidays.
Apart from all the plans that i already have, im very free.
I'm definitely not gonna work like some mad dog or a workaholic.
Firstly, it's not my thing. Secondly, it isnt an easy job. It's really tiring and energy consuming.
Im going back to band this saturday.
I have work on Friday which is prom night but im not attending, band on saturday and work again on sunday.
I woke up today feeling rather good.
Because for the first time, i can wake up any time i want and have no worries when im awake.
It's like im so carefree. hehe.
It's a gloomy tuesday to begin with. It rained.
And now it dark, cold and wet. i like it!
However, i'm plan-less as usual.
sigh, that is the extreme disadvantage of having such long holidays.
You dont know what to do. and you always wake up without any plans.
And that sucks a lot man.
Am always wanting to go out and looking for ppl to go out with but.....yeah.
i want to go out with you. :x hehe kidding. shhhh.
It's about 310pm now. and i have some small plans.
Going to wash up and go out now.
Gonna go down to Jurong area to cut my hair at my fav barber shop and meet up with some friends to chill.
bleh.
okay thats all for now!
Will definitely update again soon. Since im so free now.
toodles~
Thursday, November 7, 2013
plans, plans, plans...
aloha~! time for another update!
okay so it's friday today. Marks the end of another week and the start of the weekends.
Last paper is this coming monday.
and man i sure cant wait for it. haha!
Usually we wont want exams to come so fast and neither will we be looking forward to them.
BUT, everyone's looking forward for the last paper. hehe!
Savouring the moments. mmmmmmmm~
Anyways, i'm working later. yeah, started working already.
I'll be working in the same hotel as i worked in last year.
St. Regis. mmhmm. nothing new. though the hotel has made a few changes.
Looking forward to starting work. why? simple. so that i can start earning some of my own cash to buy whatever i need and want and to buy something for someone.
Also looking forward cause i wont have to rot at home almost everyday dying from boredom.
At least im working, killing time and earning money at the same time.
Killing 2 birds with 1 stone. hehe.
Well, im also working with friends. So that makes it slightly less boring and more fun i guess.
however, my experience last year wasnt that good. Probably it would be better now. i really hope so.
I still remember why i worked last year. For 1 simple reason.
I worked to earn cash (duh) to bring someone out as often as possible and to stuff related to that.
i dont want to mention everything. Public blog still needs some privacy yknow.
Anyway, that was the main reason why i worked last year, otherwise, i wouldnt have bothered working.
So....i pretty much remember some of the staff there. Majority grown ups. and if you think im gonna find a girlfriend there, then youre as dumb as hell. I go there to work. Nothing else.
Not interested in anyone. No. At least not from there.
Well, have most of my holidays planned and scheduled.
This month, i have to celebrate the end of O levels, attend band practices from 16th onwards, invited to Legoland on dk when, have band camp from the 23-26 and have to collect my marathon race pack on either 28,29 or 30th.
For December, I have the Standard Chartered Marathon on the 1st (42.195km), I have my Passing Out Parade on the 7th (like finally graduating), and i have a chalet somewhere from 15-19 i think. forgot the dates. haha! yeah. am pretty packed huh.
These are just the main events that are going to happen.
Still have to add in work, time for myself, time with friends and not forgetting you.
Yeah, so that pretty much sums up my 2 month holiday programme for myself. hehehe.
Im sure that there will be some other events popping out suddenly.
But that's all i know for now.
hmmmm, i dont know about you, but i feel that things are slowly falling apart. for most of us.
Friends who were once very close and bonded with you now drifted away and lost.
People whom you thought you could trust end up betraying you.
Special people and friends in your lives that you could rely on and feel comfortable being around them now all changed and gone.
yeah...that sucks. and that shouldnt be how we end 2013.
Well, i have to admit, 2013 was indeed a very fast and shitty year.
Well at least for me. not sure about you guys.
Many bad things happened in 2013 for me. From the beginning till now. bleh.
But all is not lost! there are many good things that happened too! ;)
Good things that would rarely happen or even never happen again at all.
But i gotta say, it was more to the shitty side.
And im really glad that the year's coming to an end.
Well i guess what they say is true, 13 is a superstitious number.
Thank goodness its all ending.
Okay, i guess thats all for now?
Will update again soon as usual.
Meanwhile, enjoy your Friday and weekends!
(imy)
okay so it's friday today. Marks the end of another week and the start of the weekends.
Last paper is this coming monday.
and man i sure cant wait for it. haha!
Usually we wont want exams to come so fast and neither will we be looking forward to them.
BUT, everyone's looking forward for the last paper. hehe!
Savouring the moments. mmmmmmmm~
Anyways, i'm working later. yeah, started working already.
I'll be working in the same hotel as i worked in last year.
St. Regis. mmhmm. nothing new. though the hotel has made a few changes.
Looking forward to starting work. why? simple. so that i can start earning some of my own cash to buy whatever i need and want and to buy something for someone.
Also looking forward cause i wont have to rot at home almost everyday dying from boredom.
At least im working, killing time and earning money at the same time.
Killing 2 birds with 1 stone. hehe.
Well, im also working with friends. So that makes it slightly less boring and more fun i guess.
however, my experience last year wasnt that good. Probably it would be better now. i really hope so.
I still remember why i worked last year. For 1 simple reason.
I worked to earn cash (duh) to bring someone out as often as possible and to stuff related to that.
i dont want to mention everything. Public blog still needs some privacy yknow.
Anyway, that was the main reason why i worked last year, otherwise, i wouldnt have bothered working.
So....i pretty much remember some of the staff there. Majority grown ups. and if you think im gonna find a girlfriend there, then youre as dumb as hell. I go there to work. Nothing else.
Not interested in anyone. No. At least not from there.
Well, have most of my holidays planned and scheduled.
This month, i have to celebrate the end of O levels, attend band practices from 16th onwards, invited to Legoland on dk when, have band camp from the 23-26 and have to collect my marathon race pack on either 28,29 or 30th.
For December, I have the Standard Chartered Marathon on the 1st (42.195km), I have my Passing Out Parade on the 7th (like finally graduating), and i have a chalet somewhere from 15-19 i think. forgot the dates. haha! yeah. am pretty packed huh.
These are just the main events that are going to happen.
Still have to add in work, time for myself, time with friends and not forgetting you.
Yeah, so that pretty much sums up my 2 month holiday programme for myself. hehehe.
Im sure that there will be some other events popping out suddenly.
But that's all i know for now.
hmmmm, i dont know about you, but i feel that things are slowly falling apart. for most of us.
Friends who were once very close and bonded with you now drifted away and lost.
People whom you thought you could trust end up betraying you.
Special people and friends in your lives that you could rely on and feel comfortable being around them now all changed and gone.
yeah...that sucks. and that shouldnt be how we end 2013.
Well, i have to admit, 2013 was indeed a very fast and shitty year.
Well at least for me. not sure about you guys.
Many bad things happened in 2013 for me. From the beginning till now. bleh.
But all is not lost! there are many good things that happened too! ;)
Good things that would rarely happen or even never happen again at all.
But i gotta say, it was more to the shitty side.
And im really glad that the year's coming to an end.
Well i guess what they say is true, 13 is a superstitious number.
Thank goodness its all ending.
Okay, i guess thats all for now?
Will update again soon as usual.
Meanwhile, enjoy your Friday and weekends!
(imy)
Monday, November 4, 2013
Olah~ time to update once again.
Well, the days are getting boring.
Why? Because I'm in between the transition of the upcoming last few papers and freedom.
It's like you want to have fun but can't cause of the remaining papers. Stupid feeling.
Anyways, I just quarreled with my bro. What an asshole. What an idiot.
I seriously hate quarreling with him. Not cause my heart will be painful.
But because whenever I quarrel with him, I get very very angry.
Like now.
Let's just make it short. Don't wish to repeat everything again.
Afraid that I'd get angry again.
What happen? Simple.
He just loves taking all my stuffs without permission and using it. And then treating it as if the things were his. What a bitch. -.-
This really pisses me off.
I don't mind sharing with him, nothing wrong with that. But AT LEAST have the most basic courtesy of asking me first.
Seriously? That's just damn bloody annoying. It feels like as if nothing in this house personally belongs to me.
He doesn't ask at all. Just take and use. Who won't be pissed man. Cmon.
Ugh. Nvm shall stop talking about it. Seriously pisses me off.
Okay change topic. Pfft.
Hmmm it's 1120pm now. And I'm hungry. Damn it. Time to cook and eat Maggie.
Bad points of having such a high metabolism. Sucks.
I feel like blogging about someone now but....naa.
I don't want to make this blog a stereotype one. Let's just talk about general topics.
You know...sometimes I really wonder who reads my blog.
And I wonder even more whether are you reading all this.
Hmmm but oh well. Will never know.
Okay not really tired. But need to sleep cause I'm going over to band tomorrow.
And I'm hungry......roar.
I wish I had a cat. I told my parents to adopt one.
They said "we will adopt any pet but a cat"
Sighhhhhh. Damn it.
My dream of keeping cats are gone. Shucks. :(
It's okay, when I grow up, I'll adopt them! Hehehehe.
I have soft spots for cats. Meow.
I have this indescribable feeling for them.
Fuzzy fluffy little things. Hehehe. Okay stop.
Okay I think I shall go eat now.
So...will update more interesting stuff again soon.
Watch out for more posts!
Well, the days are getting boring.
Why? Because I'm in between the transition of the upcoming last few papers and freedom.
It's like you want to have fun but can't cause of the remaining papers. Stupid feeling.
Anyways, I just quarreled with my bro. What an asshole. What an idiot.
I seriously hate quarreling with him. Not cause my heart will be painful.
But because whenever I quarrel with him, I get very very angry.
Like now.
Let's just make it short. Don't wish to repeat everything again.
Afraid that I'd get angry again.
What happen? Simple.
He just loves taking all my stuffs without permission and using it. And then treating it as if the things were his. What a bitch. -.-
This really pisses me off.
I don't mind sharing with him, nothing wrong with that. But AT LEAST have the most basic courtesy of asking me first.
Seriously? That's just damn bloody annoying. It feels like as if nothing in this house personally belongs to me.
He doesn't ask at all. Just take and use. Who won't be pissed man. Cmon.
Ugh. Nvm shall stop talking about it. Seriously pisses me off.
Okay change topic. Pfft.
Hmmm it's 1120pm now. And I'm hungry. Damn it. Time to cook and eat Maggie.
Bad points of having such a high metabolism. Sucks.
I feel like blogging about someone now but....naa.
I don't want to make this blog a stereotype one. Let's just talk about general topics.
You know...sometimes I really wonder who reads my blog.
And I wonder even more whether are you reading all this.
Hmmm but oh well. Will never know.
Okay not really tired. But need to sleep cause I'm going over to band tomorrow.
And I'm hungry......roar.
I wish I had a cat. I told my parents to adopt one.
They said "we will adopt any pet but a cat"
Sighhhhhh. Damn it.
My dream of keeping cats are gone. Shucks. :(
It's okay, when I grow up, I'll adopt them! Hehehehe.
I have soft spots for cats. Meow.
I have this indescribable feeling for them.
Fuzzy fluffy little things. Hehehe. Okay stop.
Okay I think I shall go eat now.
So...will update more interesting stuff again soon.
Watch out for more posts!
Wednesday, October 30, 2013
Greetings. It's time for another update!
So, it's 1122pm now on a Wednesday night.
Sorry for the recent MIA too. Was busy with exams.
Well, I'm down with 3 more papers. Time really flies.
Tomorrow is my food and nutrition paper, 6th November is my Chinese paper and 11th is my science MCQ paper which is also the last day of my exams.
How great is that. And I was still whining about the start of exams as if it was yesterday.
Okay, I'm eating a little bit of food now while blogging. Oh and drinking strawberry milk. Hehe.
Will be sleeping shortly after this post is done.
Oh yes, I've received a feedback from one of my readers on askfm that my posts are becoming shorter and they lack emotions? Is it true?
If it is, I'll take note of it and try to work on it yeah.
In what way does it lack emotion? Because as you can read from my previous posts, the only emotion I displayed were sadness and emotions related to that.
And the only reason why it's getting shorter every post is because I have nothing much to talk about.
Hmmm okay maybe I can work on that. I'll find stuff to share. Be it random topics or unrelated topics. I'll just share then. :) anyway, that's what a blog is for isn't it.
Hmmm okay let's see what I can share for now.
Shall just make it a simple one tonight okay? Cause I'm tired already. Can't think properly...
You know what, let's talk about a topic that could go on for a long tome.
Love.
What is YOUR definition of love?
Have you ever been in love?
Describe love in your own ways.
How do you find love?
What do you seek for in love?
Interesting? ;) yes, well, these are some questions you might want to ponder upon.
Food for thought.
These are some questions you should ask yourself.
Feel free to share your thoughts about this with me.
I'll put my askfm link at the end of this post. :)
No worries, I'll definitely share my experiences too.
But for now, let's just say that love is something secondary for me.
I'm 18. And I guess I'm still too young for love. Maybe I just need much more time to find that perfect one.
For those of you who have been in love before, you'll understand that love really can change your life. For the better of course....erm...in a way.
When you're with the one you love, you can just ignore the whole world and give your 101% attention to that person. Am I right?
It's not something we do deliberately. But, it's something we do unconsciously because we're too in love with that person.
However, the shitty part about love is.....that you'll always wonder whether the other person feels the same way as you and whether that person loves you as much as you love him/her.
True? But it's true for me.
That's where all the jealousy, insecurities, fights and quarrels start to come in.
Followed by losing feelings bit by bit.
And you can guess the rest.
Being heartbroken is one of the worst feelings in the world. Especially when you're truly, deeply in love with that person. Trust me, I know. I feel you people out there.
Okay~ will continue again soon.
I'm typing this on my phone. So...my fingers hurt and I'm getting tired.
Just feel like chilling now.
So, goodnight!
So, it's 1122pm now on a Wednesday night.
Sorry for the recent MIA too. Was busy with exams.
Well, I'm down with 3 more papers. Time really flies.
Tomorrow is my food and nutrition paper, 6th November is my Chinese paper and 11th is my science MCQ paper which is also the last day of my exams.
How great is that. And I was still whining about the start of exams as if it was yesterday.
Okay, I'm eating a little bit of food now while blogging. Oh and drinking strawberry milk. Hehe.
Will be sleeping shortly after this post is done.
Oh yes, I've received a feedback from one of my readers on askfm that my posts are becoming shorter and they lack emotions? Is it true?
If it is, I'll take note of it and try to work on it yeah.
In what way does it lack emotion? Because as you can read from my previous posts, the only emotion I displayed were sadness and emotions related to that.
And the only reason why it's getting shorter every post is because I have nothing much to talk about.
Hmmm okay maybe I can work on that. I'll find stuff to share. Be it random topics or unrelated topics. I'll just share then. :) anyway, that's what a blog is for isn't it.
Hmmm okay let's see what I can share for now.
Shall just make it a simple one tonight okay? Cause I'm tired already. Can't think properly...
You know what, let's talk about a topic that could go on for a long tome.
Love.
What is YOUR definition of love?
Have you ever been in love?
Describe love in your own ways.
How do you find love?
What do you seek for in love?
Interesting? ;) yes, well, these are some questions you might want to ponder upon.
Food for thought.
These are some questions you should ask yourself.
Feel free to share your thoughts about this with me.
I'll put my askfm link at the end of this post. :)
No worries, I'll definitely share my experiences too.
But for now, let's just say that love is something secondary for me.
I'm 18. And I guess I'm still too young for love. Maybe I just need much more time to find that perfect one.
For those of you who have been in love before, you'll understand that love really can change your life. For the better of course....erm...in a way.
When you're with the one you love, you can just ignore the whole world and give your 101% attention to that person. Am I right?
It's not something we do deliberately. But, it's something we do unconsciously because we're too in love with that person.
However, the shitty part about love is.....that you'll always wonder whether the other person feels the same way as you and whether that person loves you as much as you love him/her.
True? But it's true for me.
That's where all the jealousy, insecurities, fights and quarrels start to come in.
Followed by losing feelings bit by bit.
And you can guess the rest.
Being heartbroken is one of the worst feelings in the world. Especially when you're truly, deeply in love with that person. Trust me, I know. I feel you people out there.
Okay~ will continue again soon.
I'm typing this on my phone. So...my fingers hurt and I'm getting tired.
Just feel like chilling now.
So, goodnight!
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Wednesday, October 23, 2013
almost there.
hey there. time to blog once again.
Well, i kinda just woke up like 30 mins ago. i man i feel so shag.
We use the word shag as being really tired. but...the real meaning of shag is tiredness after sex. :x
hahaha, oh well. will still use the word anyway.
okay so...the main stressful papers are down.
English, Maths and social studies are all done. no more. woohoo!
Next paper is on monday. which would be the rest of the papers.
Hang in there okay? yes. One day closer to freedom. But of course, we have to work our way to freedom.
hmm okay last night came home after my papers.
went to ride around my new area for a few hours.
1 word sums it all up. Lost. hahahahaha.
Its so confusing to cycle around my area. you can turn around in circles and not even know it!
but it was really fun though. not many people would get such a chance to cycle in a city setting whenever they want to.
Therefore i should be grateful! hehe. however...i always cycle alone. cause i dont have any friends here. :( yeah. if my friends wanna ride with me, we'd either have to meet halfway around bukit timah or they would have to come here. to the city.
hehehe. People would be like "eh after the exams, lets cycle all the way to the city at esplanade!"
For me? i just have to take the lift down and cycle for about 2-3km and poof. here i am. haha!
it's really nice to ride in such an area. Why? because the people are nice and friendly, has a different atmosphere and it's also definitely more fun to ride. because of the urbanized area!
okay lets see...what else can i blog about...
actually there are many things i want to talk and share about.
most of which i would think twice and consider before sharing.
mostly becaue i want to share.......but at the same time i dont wanna talk about it anymore.
some of you might knw what is it about.
okay lets stop here before it starts filling my mind okay? ><
its halfway there alrd. damn it.
okay thats it for now. will surely update again!
keep a look out for new updated posts or you can visit my twitter to know if i have updated or not.
when im done blogging, ill always tweet it.
Well, i kinda just woke up like 30 mins ago. i man i feel so shag.
We use the word shag as being really tired. but...the real meaning of shag is tiredness after sex. :x
hahaha, oh well. will still use the word anyway.
okay so...the main stressful papers are down.
English, Maths and social studies are all done. no more. woohoo!
Next paper is on monday. which would be the rest of the papers.
Hang in there okay? yes. One day closer to freedom. But of course, we have to work our way to freedom.
hmm okay last night came home after my papers.
went to ride around my new area for a few hours.
1 word sums it all up. Lost. hahahahaha.
Its so confusing to cycle around my area. you can turn around in circles and not even know it!
but it was really fun though. not many people would get such a chance to cycle in a city setting whenever they want to.
Therefore i should be grateful! hehe. however...i always cycle alone. cause i dont have any friends here. :( yeah. if my friends wanna ride with me, we'd either have to meet halfway around bukit timah or they would have to come here. to the city.
hehehe. People would be like "eh after the exams, lets cycle all the way to the city at esplanade!"
For me? i just have to take the lift down and cycle for about 2-3km and poof. here i am. haha!
it's really nice to ride in such an area. Why? because the people are nice and friendly, has a different atmosphere and it's also definitely more fun to ride. because of the urbanized area!
okay lets see...what else can i blog about...
actually there are many things i want to talk and share about.
most of which i would think twice and consider before sharing.
mostly becaue i want to share.......but at the same time i dont wanna talk about it anymore.
some of you might knw what is it about.
okay lets stop here before it starts filling my mind okay? ><
its halfway there alrd. damn it.
okay thats it for now. will surely update again!
keep a look out for new updated posts or you can visit my twitter to know if i have updated or not.
when im done blogging, ill always tweet it.
Friday, October 18, 2013
Hang in there.
Hey! time to blog. hehehe.
Hmmmm, yesterday was the official start of my O levels!
I had science practical yesterday. and i must say, it was quite manageable. doable.
Was a little challenging but managed to pull through it.
And as for next week, it's the start of the written papers.
Next monday is English, Tuesday is Maths and wednesday is Maths paper 2 and Social Studies.
After that week, it's like 4-5 days break before the next paper.
So it would be like this until the 31st of October which is my fnn paper and my second last paper. My last paper? is 11 days later. -.- what the heck. i know.
So my O levels officially ends on the 11th of November.
Time really flies huh.
In my previous posts, i was still talking about how stressful my O levels would be and bla bla.
And look, im having my exams already.
Well, i must say that 2013 was indeed a fast-paced year. Everything seemed to have ended so soon.
Made new friends, felt new kinds of feelings, learnt many new values in life, forged many memories and gained many new experiences.
Lost a few friends too......but gained new and better ones.
Those that you can really call a friend and deserve your love, care and concern.
I'm currently resting which is why im blogging.
Just finished studying. Not really finished...just decided to take a break.
Why? Cause im not like those out there who can mug or study really hard.
It's just not my thing to study so hard.
But of course, i'll make sure that i have successfully revised something or have learned something new before deciding to take a break away from studying.
Can see that everyone is trying really hard to get themselves into the habit of revising lately.
At least we know that we're not alone in this. everyone else is feeling equally as stressed too...i think.
It's Friday today. Dont take it too hard on yourself.
Weekends starts tomorrow. Probably just gonna continue revising and spend some time with my family.
I just cant wait for the exams to be over.
The sooner, the better. But also means that i wont be able to see my friends again unless we meet up.
A special someone too. heh. okay shall not mention of it here.
Anyways, Wilfred wants to give a shoutout to all my readers. He's being random but he has been coaching me in my studies recently.
In case you guys dont know who he is, Wilfred and I has been friends for...6 years. Yes, it's a good long time. hehe.
In fact, he forced me to study. Literally. hahaha. Which is both good and detrimental.
With that, i shall end this post.
Will hopefully update again during the weekends.
As for now, tata!
Hmmmm, yesterday was the official start of my O levels!
I had science practical yesterday. and i must say, it was quite manageable. doable.
Was a little challenging but managed to pull through it.
And as for next week, it's the start of the written papers.
Next monday is English, Tuesday is Maths and wednesday is Maths paper 2 and Social Studies.
After that week, it's like 4-5 days break before the next paper.
So it would be like this until the 31st of October which is my fnn paper and my second last paper. My last paper? is 11 days later. -.- what the heck. i know.
So my O levels officially ends on the 11th of November.
Time really flies huh.
In my previous posts, i was still talking about how stressful my O levels would be and bla bla.
And look, im having my exams already.
Well, i must say that 2013 was indeed a fast-paced year. Everything seemed to have ended so soon.
Made new friends, felt new kinds of feelings, learnt many new values in life, forged many memories and gained many new experiences.
Lost a few friends too......but gained new and better ones.
Those that you can really call a friend and deserve your love, care and concern.
I'm currently resting which is why im blogging.
Just finished studying. Not really finished...just decided to take a break.
Why? Cause im not like those out there who can mug or study really hard.
It's just not my thing to study so hard.
But of course, i'll make sure that i have successfully revised something or have learned something new before deciding to take a break away from studying.
Can see that everyone is trying really hard to get themselves into the habit of revising lately.
At least we know that we're not alone in this. everyone else is feeling equally as stressed too...i think.
It's Friday today. Dont take it too hard on yourself.
Weekends starts tomorrow. Probably just gonna continue revising and spend some time with my family.
I just cant wait for the exams to be over.
The sooner, the better. But also means that i wont be able to see my friends again unless we meet up.
A special someone too. heh. okay shall not mention of it here.
Anyways, Wilfred wants to give a shoutout to all my readers. He's being random but he has been coaching me in my studies recently.
In case you guys dont know who he is, Wilfred and I has been friends for...6 years. Yes, it's a good long time. hehe.
In fact, he forced me to study. Literally. hahaha. Which is both good and detrimental.
With that, i shall end this post.
Will hopefully update again during the weekends.
As for now, tata!
Sunday, October 13, 2013
Sunday blues. Never heard that before huh? Me too. But it feels that way now.
Currently at home. Bored. Doing nothing other than revising and doing some work as in studies.
Actually had plans today...but end up were canceled. Sigh. Oh well.
Lying on my bed. Typing this post and eating M&M's mint chocolate. Yeah, new flavour.
God I swear I'm so bored.
I know I'm suppose to be studying but seriously....who can study for one whole day non stop?
I know there are people who can....but definitely not me.
I can study for a max of 5-6 hours a day. And that's it. I can't do any longer than that.
Nothing would seem to enter my brain after it exceeds 6 hours.
Okay this coming week is the start of the exam break. Sort of.
Monday will be studying in the morning and then going out later in the afternoon.
Tuesday? Well it's Hari Raya Haji. So I have got no plans at all. Would probably just hibernate at home. Pfft.
Wednesday is another study day and I have to go back to school for extra classes. After which I have no other plans too.
Thursday is my science practica exam. Like the first exam of the entire O level schedule.
Then all the papers would slowly start to come in. And before we know it, there goes the O levels. Done and completed.
Hmmmm I don't know what else to talk about.
My phone has been really quiet. So it my life.
Well if you have a quiet life, your phone will be quiet as well.
I can just leave my phone on my bed and not touch it for hours cos I know there isn't any messages or calls or whatever.
And my phone has the ability to not light up for one whole day. And that sucks.
Well at least this allows me to concentrate more on revising.
But honestly, it sucks to have such a quiet phone. No one to text or chat with.
Hmmm, it's 3:15pm now. The day's coming to an end in a few more hours.
Well, I've got nothing else to post for now.
Apologies for the short post.
And as always, keep a look out for more updated posts.
Currently at home. Bored. Doing nothing other than revising and doing some work as in studies.
Actually had plans today...but end up were canceled. Sigh. Oh well.
Lying on my bed. Typing this post and eating M&M's mint chocolate. Yeah, new flavour.
God I swear I'm so bored.
I know I'm suppose to be studying but seriously....who can study for one whole day non stop?
I know there are people who can....but definitely not me.
I can study for a max of 5-6 hours a day. And that's it. I can't do any longer than that.
Nothing would seem to enter my brain after it exceeds 6 hours.
Okay this coming week is the start of the exam break. Sort of.
Monday will be studying in the morning and then going out later in the afternoon.
Tuesday? Well it's Hari Raya Haji. So I have got no plans at all. Would probably just hibernate at home. Pfft.
Wednesday is another study day and I have to go back to school for extra classes. After which I have no other plans too.
Thursday is my science practica exam. Like the first exam of the entire O level schedule.
Then all the papers would slowly start to come in. And before we know it, there goes the O levels. Done and completed.
Hmmmm I don't know what else to talk about.
My phone has been really quiet. So it my life.
Well if you have a quiet life, your phone will be quiet as well.
I can just leave my phone on my bed and not touch it for hours cos I know there isn't any messages or calls or whatever.
And my phone has the ability to not light up for one whole day. And that sucks.
Well at least this allows me to concentrate more on revising.
But honestly, it sucks to have such a quiet phone. No one to text or chat with.
Hmmm, it's 3:15pm now. The day's coming to an end in a few more hours.
Well, I've got nothing else to post for now.
Apologies for the short post.
And as always, keep a look out for more updated posts.
Thursday, October 10, 2013
hi hi. blog blog. hehe.
Hmmmm, one thing is one my mind now.....you. chey no lah.
It's about tomorrow. i'm having a whole lot of mixed feelings for tomrrow.
Cos tomorrow is the official last day of school lessons. It's Graduation Day.
I'm actually happy, sad, excited and worried all at the same time.
Happy because im finally graduating. LIKE FINALLY AFTER 6 YEARS! hahaha.
Yeah, so anything that has to do with graduation this year means a lot to me.
Cause i waited another extra year just to graduate. hehehe.
Sad because i wont be able to see my friends in school anymore.
Yeah, we can still meet up outside and stuff but.......we wont be sitting in class tgt again, we wont be trying our best to stay awake in class, we wont be fighting to queue up for recess and bla bla bla.
If i were to type out everything, this post would probably be chunk-ed up with words. haha.
Graduation Day. I have already planned to take photos with certain people.
AND planned to take POLAROID photos with certain ppl too.
Already have a few in mind.
hmmm okay another update of my life.
My bicycle rear wheelset is currently in a bike workshop undergoing service and repairs.
Why? cause at first i tot that the bearings had worn off, however, when the technician dismantled the wheelset and hub, he realized that it wasnt the bearing that was worn off.
Instead, it's cause that the freehub was not compatible to the axle which was why the freehub was loose and shaky when peddling or riding.
Okay i know most of you reading this now will be like......whuuuuuuuuuuuuuut?
hahaha its okay. You just need to know that it's undergoing repairs. haha.
Gladly, the technician was really nice.
It wasn't his job to get a new axle or freehub for me. BUT, he was nice enough to go the extra mile to find a freehub for me. thats so nice of him.
If everything goes well, i intend to send an email of gratitude and praise to the bike shop and that specific technician. hehe. they deserve it.
Well, the cost for the repairs would be very nice too. -.-
Would most probably be quite broke after paying for the repairs.
But it would be worth it! Cause i always had no or little confidence when riding my bike because of the hub problems. But now knowing that it has been repaired, i have more confidence and would feel more safe when riding or attempting to do stunts.
sooooo....it just rained.
It's really cold. and nice. Totally embracing the weather now.
hmmm, it's 9:10pm now. It's still early but will be knocking off quite soon.
Since its the last day of school tomorrow, better sleep early and enjoy the last day in school tomorrow before going all out for the exams.
Will post again soon~
Take care. ^^
Hmmmm, one thing is one my mind now.....you. chey no lah.
It's about tomorrow. i'm having a whole lot of mixed feelings for tomrrow.
Cos tomorrow is the official last day of school lessons. It's Graduation Day.
I'm actually happy, sad, excited and worried all at the same time.
Happy because im finally graduating. LIKE FINALLY AFTER 6 YEARS! hahaha.
Yeah, so anything that has to do with graduation this year means a lot to me.
Cause i waited another extra year just to graduate. hehehe.
Sad because i wont be able to see my friends in school anymore.
Yeah, we can still meet up outside and stuff but.......we wont be sitting in class tgt again, we wont be trying our best to stay awake in class, we wont be fighting to queue up for recess and bla bla bla.
If i were to type out everything, this post would probably be chunk-ed up with words. haha.
Graduation Day. I have already planned to take photos with certain people.
AND planned to take POLAROID photos with certain ppl too.
Already have a few in mind.
hmmm okay another update of my life.
My bicycle rear wheelset is currently in a bike workshop undergoing service and repairs.
Why? cause at first i tot that the bearings had worn off, however, when the technician dismantled the wheelset and hub, he realized that it wasnt the bearing that was worn off.
Instead, it's cause that the freehub was not compatible to the axle which was why the freehub was loose and shaky when peddling or riding.
Okay i know most of you reading this now will be like......whuuuuuuuuuuuuuut?
hahaha its okay. You just need to know that it's undergoing repairs. haha.
Gladly, the technician was really nice.
It wasn't his job to get a new axle or freehub for me. BUT, he was nice enough to go the extra mile to find a freehub for me. thats so nice of him.
If everything goes well, i intend to send an email of gratitude and praise to the bike shop and that specific technician. hehe. they deserve it.
Well, the cost for the repairs would be very nice too. -.-
Would most probably be quite broke after paying for the repairs.
But it would be worth it! Cause i always had no or little confidence when riding my bike because of the hub problems. But now knowing that it has been repaired, i have more confidence and would feel more safe when riding or attempting to do stunts.
sooooo....it just rained.
It's really cold. and nice. Totally embracing the weather now.
hmmm, it's 9:10pm now. It's still early but will be knocking off quite soon.
Since its the last day of school tomorrow, better sleep early and enjoy the last day in school tomorrow before going all out for the exams.
Will post again soon~
Take care. ^^
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
blog blog blog~ yes, i have a little free time to do so now.
Will be back to revising or resting my mind soon. Most prolly revising. exams are nearing. sigh.
So...yeah....It's tuesday today and this week is the last week of school. officially.
Dont have school tomorrow. cos its marking day tomorrow. heh.
Therefore, shall stay home and rest and revise. yes yes.
Hmmmmmm, yknow what, lets not continue on the previous post.
It's too much for my heart too handle.
If the both of us are still in good terms, i wont mind sharing more and resuming the previous post.
But......things arent isnt what they are. yeah.
sigh okay shhhhhh.
Dont know what to post on anymore.
hmmmmmmmmmmm.
I wonder, if any of you are in my situation, what would any of you do?
How would any of you even cope with this? How would any of you feel?
If you were in my shoes.
My shoe is size 41. kinda big so....hahaha okay lame. hais.
Hmmmm, lets have a random topic okay?
What do i enjoy doing?
Well, theres many things i enjoy doing but i shall only list the main things down. hehehe.
i love cooking, eating, extreme sports, daydreaming, chilling with friends, shopping, exploring new places, adventures, observing things and of course, music.
haha okay some of the things i just mentioned is really weird.
but yeah, those are what i enjoy doing the most.
Dont ask me why. cos i wont know how to answer you. It's something i cant explain.
Hmmm, i have a random thought now.
I have yet to find the other half of me. if you know what i mean.
Am actually quite curious and keen to meet my other half. seems quite interesting yknow.
Well, i actually have ALREADY met the other half of me. and the feelings and all were perfect.
However, that other half of me decided to leave and move on.
So there i am, left hanging, broken and lost.
But yet, i dont wanna meet the other half of me cos im too traumatized by what happen previously.
I cant seem to trust anyone now. no matter how promising the person seems. in terms of love i mean.
Cause the previous one seemed promising which was why i gave her all my feelings and heart.
but i guess.......we're not meant to be after all. oh well. sigh.
sigh here i go again. god damn.
Must have a better topic to post, otherwise i'll just drift into talking about her.
no no no.
Oh well. Listening to Glee now. Glee - Clarity.
I actually enjoy Glee very much. i dont really watch their shows often but i do enjoy their music.
I enjoy any other acapella groups too. But i think one of the best Acapella groups i've ever heard and known is Glee. Every glee fan would agree.
Acapella means using mainly voices to make music and using minimal instruments and other equipment.
mmmhmmm, okay shall stop here,
Will post again tomorrow i guess.
Will be back to revising or resting my mind soon. Most prolly revising. exams are nearing. sigh.
So...yeah....It's tuesday today and this week is the last week of school. officially.
Dont have school tomorrow. cos its marking day tomorrow. heh.
Therefore, shall stay home and rest and revise. yes yes.
Hmmmmmm, yknow what, lets not continue on the previous post.
It's too much for my heart too handle.
If the both of us are still in good terms, i wont mind sharing more and resuming the previous post.
But......things arent isnt what they are. yeah.
sigh okay shhhhhh.
Dont know what to post on anymore.
hmmmmmmmmmmm.
I wonder, if any of you are in my situation, what would any of you do?
How would any of you even cope with this? How would any of you feel?
If you were in my shoes.
My shoe is size 41. kinda big so....hahaha okay lame. hais.
Hmmmm, lets have a random topic okay?
What do i enjoy doing?
Well, theres many things i enjoy doing but i shall only list the main things down. hehehe.
i love cooking, eating, extreme sports, daydreaming, chilling with friends, shopping, exploring new places, adventures, observing things and of course, music.
haha okay some of the things i just mentioned is really weird.
but yeah, those are what i enjoy doing the most.
Dont ask me why. cos i wont know how to answer you. It's something i cant explain.
Hmmm, i have a random thought now.
I have yet to find the other half of me. if you know what i mean.
Am actually quite curious and keen to meet my other half. seems quite interesting yknow.
Well, i actually have ALREADY met the other half of me. and the feelings and all were perfect.
However, that other half of me decided to leave and move on.
So there i am, left hanging, broken and lost.
But yet, i dont wanna meet the other half of me cos im too traumatized by what happen previously.
I cant seem to trust anyone now. no matter how promising the person seems. in terms of love i mean.
Cause the previous one seemed promising which was why i gave her all my feelings and heart.
but i guess.......we're not meant to be after all. oh well. sigh.
sigh here i go again. god damn.
Must have a better topic to post, otherwise i'll just drift into talking about her.
no no no.
Oh well. Listening to Glee now. Glee - Clarity.
I actually enjoy Glee very much. i dont really watch their shows often but i do enjoy their music.
I enjoy any other acapella groups too. But i think one of the best Acapella groups i've ever heard and known is Glee. Every glee fan would agree.
Acapella means using mainly voices to make music and using minimal instruments and other equipment.
mmmhmmm, okay shall stop here,
Will post again tomorrow i guess.
Saturday, October 5, 2013
hello once again.
I'm sitting here in front of a giant screen. In Granny's house.
It's suppose to be a god damn TV but my creative uncle made it a computer screen and honestly, im getting a really bad headache looking at this screen. my eyes hurt too.
And his Alienware keyboard is so hard to type -.-
I'm like pressing the backspace key every 4-5 words i type.
So what am i doing here? Cos it's the weekends, im suppose to go back to my house at tanjong pagar but my parents are overseas.
They are currently in Hong Kong enjoying themselves now.
okay i better type faster. the screen is making my head throb and its getting annoying using this keyboard.
and im getting a little tired...
Had a good catch up session with 2 friends today.
Went for some good food, went to a bicycle warehouse outlet and thats about it.
and to be honest, theres something that has been bothering me recently...
You.
It has been almost 7 months and counting now since we last belonged to each other.
Ever since, you've been on my mind basically everyday for the past 7 months.
yes, sounds crazy but its true. I'm not lying or trying to act pitiful here. Whats the point anyway.
for the past 10 months being together with you, i definitely did not regret a single thing.
I mean, there were definitely moments were i got so tired of quarreling and sometimes just feel like giving up on everything. but...i decided to hold on. Why? I guess it's the passion i have for you.
To be honest, yeah, we did fight a lot in our days together.
We fought 60% of our relationship.
Well, isn't that the only reason why we were able to last that long......till you decided to give up.
Ever since you left, i question myself everyday.
Why did you leave?
Am i not good enough for you?
Are you sick and tired of me already? If you are, then that isn't love. you lied then.
And many other questions that make me think a lot.
Well, if you think that i was just using you, think again and again.
If i was just using you, would i trust you so much as to tell you so many of my personal things?
Would i have sacrificed so much time,effort and money on you?
If i was using you, i wouldnt be so devastated when you left me.
If i was using you, i would have found someone new within 2-3 months.
If i was using you, i wont even care if you left me.
If i was using you, i wouldnt be typing this now.
If i was using you, you wont still be in my mind after 7 months.
But ever since that day, you seemed to have a much better life.
You seem so be able to socialize more, you seem to be smiling and laughing a lot more than before.
That's good, i feel happy for you. BUT, equally as sad because im not the source of your smiles and happiness anymore.
You seemed happier, more carefree and enjoying life more when you left me.
I guess i was a burden to you after all.
And now, you have someone taking care and loving you now. no, not your bf cos i believe you when you say that you dont have one. But the one who's caring and loving you now is your closest friend.
I'm really happy to see the both of you back tgt. really. not being sarcastic.
You have someone now, your feelings, your love and your heart has been restored. why? because now you have someone who cares and loves you as much as how i USED to.
but me...? still somewhere in the midst of getting on with life which always seems to fail.
But i know, sooner or later, as ive said in my previous posts, you'll find someone new. and i mean a boyfriend.
It's just a matter of time. trust me. After the O levels, we are all free. you'll have so much free time and im sure youll meet someone one way or another. If not? you will find someone in your poly life. I am very sure of that.
And thats where i lose you...permanently.
As for now, it seems like having or getting you back is impossible. even as a friend.
I always imagine that one fine day, i would see you walking with another boy. holding hands or hugging or kissing or just cuddling. one fine day.
I shall continue tomorrow maybe.
I'm sitting here in front of a giant screen. In Granny's house.
It's suppose to be a god damn TV but my creative uncle made it a computer screen and honestly, im getting a really bad headache looking at this screen. my eyes hurt too.
And his Alienware keyboard is so hard to type -.-
I'm like pressing the backspace key every 4-5 words i type.
So what am i doing here? Cos it's the weekends, im suppose to go back to my house at tanjong pagar but my parents are overseas.
They are currently in Hong Kong enjoying themselves now.
okay i better type faster. the screen is making my head throb and its getting annoying using this keyboard.
and im getting a little tired...
Had a good catch up session with 2 friends today.
Went for some good food, went to a bicycle warehouse outlet and thats about it.
and to be honest, theres something that has been bothering me recently...
You.
It has been almost 7 months and counting now since we last belonged to each other.
Ever since, you've been on my mind basically everyday for the past 7 months.
yes, sounds crazy but its true. I'm not lying or trying to act pitiful here. Whats the point anyway.
for the past 10 months being together with you, i definitely did not regret a single thing.
I mean, there were definitely moments were i got so tired of quarreling and sometimes just feel like giving up on everything. but...i decided to hold on. Why? I guess it's the passion i have for you.
To be honest, yeah, we did fight a lot in our days together.
We fought 60% of our relationship.
Well, isn't that the only reason why we were able to last that long......till you decided to give up.
Ever since you left, i question myself everyday.
Why did you leave?
Am i not good enough for you?
Are you sick and tired of me already? If you are, then that isn't love. you lied then.
And many other questions that make me think a lot.
Well, if you think that i was just using you, think again and again.
If i was just using you, would i trust you so much as to tell you so many of my personal things?
Would i have sacrificed so much time,effort and money on you?
If i was using you, i wouldnt be so devastated when you left me.
If i was using you, i would have found someone new within 2-3 months.
If i was using you, i wont even care if you left me.
If i was using you, i wouldnt be typing this now.
If i was using you, you wont still be in my mind after 7 months.
But ever since that day, you seemed to have a much better life.
You seem so be able to socialize more, you seem to be smiling and laughing a lot more than before.
That's good, i feel happy for you. BUT, equally as sad because im not the source of your smiles and happiness anymore.
You seemed happier, more carefree and enjoying life more when you left me.
I guess i was a burden to you after all.
And now, you have someone taking care and loving you now. no, not your bf cos i believe you when you say that you dont have one. But the one who's caring and loving you now is your closest friend.
I'm really happy to see the both of you back tgt. really. not being sarcastic.
You have someone now, your feelings, your love and your heart has been restored. why? because now you have someone who cares and loves you as much as how i USED to.
but me...? still somewhere in the midst of getting on with life which always seems to fail.
But i know, sooner or later, as ive said in my previous posts, you'll find someone new. and i mean a boyfriend.
It's just a matter of time. trust me. After the O levels, we are all free. you'll have so much free time and im sure youll meet someone one way or another. If not? you will find someone in your poly life. I am very sure of that.
And thats where i lose you...permanently.
As for now, it seems like having or getting you back is impossible. even as a friend.
I always imagine that one fine day, i would see you walking with another boy. holding hands or hugging or kissing or just cuddling. one fine day.
I shall continue tomorrow maybe.
Tuesday, October 1, 2013
ahhh~ hello. time to blog once again.
crap...i forgot what i wanted to blog T.T
Had something in mind to blog about but i just cant seem to remember it now.
hmmm, lemme think, lemme think. what is it.....................................
okay forget it, cant remember. >< shall just go with the flow and see if it comes naturally.
Hmmm, next week is the last week of school.
yes, it's actually quite saddening to me...
Cause after schooling for 6 years, you've had so much experiences, fun and memories in the school that you just cant bear to leave it. It seems to be a part of me now. And now i'm like finally graduating, so the feeling is just quite sad i guess.
But at the same time, it's quite a joyous and happy thing to know.
Why? because i'm moving on to the next step in life. yeah, everyone has to go through the same thing.
And also happy because if i graduate, it also means that i dont have to see certain people anymore!
yes, thats indeed a good thing. because looking at these people's face is inevitable in school...and by looking at them, my mood would just go like that and i would just feel frustrated, disappointed bla bla bla.
So i guess it's a good thing that im graduating soon too.
One of the other questions that people love to ask?
When are you going to find a girlfriend? It's a good question to ask actually.
And as for me? Well, i dont plan on finding one any time soon. yeah.
Why? because i'm still kindaaaaaaaa heartbroken. mmhmm.
My previous ex was one of the best i ever had and when things ended, i had absolutely no control over it and it left quite a big impact in my life. Literally. After that day where we arent tgt anymore, i couldnt sleep, i couldnt eat, i couldnt do anything properly. Cant stay focused on anything at all. To the extend that i started feeling fatigue, i started falling sick and my grades started dropping. I just felt like giving up on everything else and life didnt seem worth living at all. Someone told me that i'm damn devoted to her. Well, devoted is a strong word and i guess you can say that. It has been almost 7 months since we broke up and i'm still trying really hard to get over her everyday. But to me, it seems that she has no problem moving on at all. she seems perfectly fine and i guess she will find someone soon.
Let's drop this topic. Dont wish to talk about it anymore.
Flashbacks are coming back. Stop.
Plans after exams?
1. Work. to get money of course, duh.
2. Have a chalet. (already planned)
3. Go to USS at least twice.
4. Go to river safari AGAIN.
5. Go to adventure cove or sea aquarium.
6. Pursue my cycling hobby as much as i can.
7. Invest on my bicycle.
These are my main plans i guess. The rest are in tiny details and are still awaiting confirmation and such.
hmmmm, i guess i shall stop here.
The moment i started talking about her, i dont feel good.
so, tata. will update again soon.
Saturday, September 28, 2013
It's a Sunday afternoon and the clock has passed 12pm.
Actually, I didn't have the mood to blog now...cos I just don't feel good.
Meaning I woke up feeling alright but a few things made my mood go down. So...yeah. I'm actually not in the mood to socialize.
But nonetheless, I shall update a new post and let it be. Maybe I can share some feelings too? Maybe not.
Let's start from yesterday shall we.
Woke up at 8am yesterday, cos my parents decided to go to the zoo. T.T yeah...of all places.
So we went there early in the morning. Well, it wasn't that bad. Got to see some really cute animals. Heh. After zoo, we went to have lunch and then went to queensway to buy my new shoe.
Bought myself a nike running shoe, mainly cause my old shoe is pretty much torn and I have to season this new shoe before the start of the marathon.
After getting my shoe, went back home and just rested. Felt really tired and lethargic. Guess my body isn't used to waking up early on the weekends anymore.
And as for today? Yeah, I've mentioned it just now.
Woke up feeling fine. Just that a few things messed my mood up. Sigh.
Even if I were to share what happened, I don't even know how to express it out nor phrase it in words.
Just simply down. That's all.
Maybe it's just me thinking too much? I don't really know. But I assume that it's just me overthinking which is why I feel this way.
Maybe small trivial matters didn't really matter to me, but I keep thinking about it until it affects me. Either that, OR these matters really affect me the way it is.
Sigh.
The days of schooling are finally coming to an end. Sadly.
Life would be so different after secondary school life.
We would lose contact and relations with those that were once very close to us.
Okay...I'm getting a little too emotional.
I better stop here.
Take care. Will update soon.
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
blogging once again~
hmmm, as usual, thinking where to start. Let's start off with this week shall we?
Well, this week sure is one hell of a week. It's only Wednesday and i feel almost dead.
Why? cause this whole week is loaded with mock exams.......yeah. sucks.
It's really tiring. have to revise for Os and at the same time study for these mock exams. whuuut.
Okay so here i am in front of the screen of my lappy typing this. as always.
have some things to share. :]
Firstly, i just cant wait for the O levels to end. really cant wait. have so many plans and things to do.
Besides, it's really stressful, pressuring and tiring these few weeks.
Secondly, i have signed up for the Standard Chartered Marathon. yes.
It's the second marathon im gonna ever run in my life. and this isnt just any marathon, it's a freaking 42.195km run. madness, i know. but hey, if you wanna do something you really love, why not go big right?
so yeah, i'm now an official participant of the Standard Chartered Marathon. Already registered and paid the registration fee of $95. That's the main highlight of my life now currently.
Well not really, cos the run is on 1st December. So until then, my life is pretty much the same thing everyday.
For those of my readers who read my blog frequently and think that i'm going to hint or tell out who i like etc bla bla. dont worry, it wont happen. At least not here.
I'll always remember that this is a public blog. so what i say would really matter.
But no worries my dear curious readers, as of now, i'm not into anyone. not really.
Still in the midst of getting over the past and still reminiscing about her.
Besides, i think she has already moved on completely and probably found someone new. If not now, i'm sure very soon. come on, so many people are attracted to her. It's just a matter of time before she finds someone new. but for me? naaaa. i guess i'll just stay like this for a very long time. afraid and scared of love now.
And if whoever reads my blog and decides to start spreading rumours about me or anything else related, please go ahead. I have better things to do and bother about.
If gossiping and spreading rumours is your hobby and what you do best during your free time, then go ahead, aint gonna stop you.
I really cannot be bothered with such people anymore.
People who judge, people who gossip and spout rubbish. really not bothered at all.
Had enough of such things and people in my life already. It's time for a change, for me.
Yeah, its hard and takes time but it's gonna be worth it, im sure.
All i have to say is, some things and some people are just not worth it.
Not worth my effort, not worth my time and so on.
okay shhhhhhh.
That's it for today okay?
I cant continue anymore, otherwise i would just turn emotional. hehe.
Next post will be very soon. toodles~
hmmm, as usual, thinking where to start. Let's start off with this week shall we?
Well, this week sure is one hell of a week. It's only Wednesday and i feel almost dead.
Why? cause this whole week is loaded with mock exams.......yeah. sucks.
It's really tiring. have to revise for Os and at the same time study for these mock exams. whuuut.
Okay so here i am in front of the screen of my lappy typing this. as always.
have some things to share. :]
Firstly, i just cant wait for the O levels to end. really cant wait. have so many plans and things to do.
Besides, it's really stressful, pressuring and tiring these few weeks.
Secondly, i have signed up for the Standard Chartered Marathon. yes.
It's the second marathon im gonna ever run in my life. and this isnt just any marathon, it's a freaking 42.195km run. madness, i know. but hey, if you wanna do something you really love, why not go big right?
so yeah, i'm now an official participant of the Standard Chartered Marathon. Already registered and paid the registration fee of $95. That's the main highlight of my life now currently.
Well not really, cos the run is on 1st December. So until then, my life is pretty much the same thing everyday.
For those of my readers who read my blog frequently and think that i'm going to hint or tell out who i like etc bla bla. dont worry, it wont happen. At least not here.
I'll always remember that this is a public blog. so what i say would really matter.
But no worries my dear curious readers, as of now, i'm not into anyone. not really.
Still in the midst of getting over the past and still reminiscing about her.
Besides, i think she has already moved on completely and probably found someone new. If not now, i'm sure very soon. come on, so many people are attracted to her. It's just a matter of time before she finds someone new. but for me? naaaa. i guess i'll just stay like this for a very long time. afraid and scared of love now.
And if whoever reads my blog and decides to start spreading rumours about me or anything else related, please go ahead. I have better things to do and bother about.
If gossiping and spreading rumours is your hobby and what you do best during your free time, then go ahead, aint gonna stop you.
I really cannot be bothered with such people anymore.
People who judge, people who gossip and spout rubbish. really not bothered at all.
Had enough of such things and people in my life already. It's time for a change, for me.
Yeah, its hard and takes time but it's gonna be worth it, im sure.
All i have to say is, some things and some people are just not worth it.
Not worth my effort, not worth my time and so on.
okay shhhhhhh.
That's it for today okay?
I cant continue anymore, otherwise i would just turn emotional. hehe.
Next post will be very soon. toodles~
Saturday, September 21, 2013
hey hi hello.
blog blog blog~ hmmm, what should i blog about today? lets see...
hmmm, am currently fiddling with my iPhone. Updating to the latest iOS7 software and at the same time restoring my iPhone.
The new software looks cool on my phone. it makes my phone look like a computer or some super-tech shit. haha. but honestly, i dont like it. why? because it's starting to look like Android softwares. This is where Apple starts losing it's originality.
It really looks and feels like an Android software to me. dont really like it.
But nonetheless, have to update it cos sooner or later, it would be a need to update to this software otherwise my phone wont work. heh. Life of an Apple user.
So...as i'm waiting for my phone to restore, here i am, blogging.
Oh and i dont understand ppl who ask for the URL of my blog, read it and then complain that it's full of crap and they dont like it.
Dude -.- firstly, you asked for the URL yourself.
Secondly, no one asked you to read it.
Thirdly, if you dont like it, just click the X button on the top right corner of this page.
No one asked you to read it nor check on it.
This is my blog, i blog and say whatever i want with consideration that this is a public blog and i have to mind what i say.
This blog and it's posts are for people who enjoy reading my posts and are interested to see what i'm blogging.
It's not meant for you losers to read and start blabbering that this is a crappy blog etc.
So please, if you dont like it, dont ever come back to read it again. Simple.
Well, it's close to the year end O level exams. Time really flies huh.
After collating my overall points for my prelims, i realized that i really do have to buck up.
It's now or never man. And i'm sure as hell that i dont wanna regret not studying hard enough.
For a start, well, my phone has been much more sedentary and quiet. Which also means lesser distractions.
This way, i can get more work done and stay more focused.
Am currently starting to get the habit of practicing maths any time i can. Maths is my weakest subject and it is also one of the most important ones, therefore i shall practice everyday to pull those marks up.
It's just sufferings for these few weeks. i'm sure i can pull through this shit. cos i've been through worst.
So, many people have been asking me what am i going to do after Os?
That's still a big mystery to me too i guess. Well, most prolly after Os, i would be busy enjoying myself and living life like its the last day. hehe. Have many plans after Os.
Chalets, outings, work, bla bla bla. everything that a young teen would wanna do after their major exams. hehe!
And if my results turn out well, i'd be in poly for sure. Cos isnt that where everyone would wanna go...
I'm also currently signing up and registering for the Standard Chartered Full Marathon.
Yeah it's a full 42.195km run across Singapore. hehehe. cool.
Am trying to get some people to join me as well!
Okay, i just completed updating the latest iPhone software and restored my iPhone.
All my contacts and stuff are in my phone, but all my apps are gone. -.- great.
haha okay, i'll be busy configuring my iPhone again now.
This is quite a long and satisfying post!
tata~!
Thursday, September 12, 2013
blog blog blog~ yes yes, here i am once again in front of the screen typing this.
Where should i start from? hehe.
hmmm, i just happen to be reading my very old blog posts from the year of 2011-2012.
And i can say, i have changed, very much. Both in a good and bad way i guess.
Well, life was so much simpler back then. much more simple.
Dont have to worry about money, love, relationships bla bla. Just enjoying life as it is and the little things in life.
And while reading the old posts, i recalled many useful advises that ive mentioned in the posts. Most of which have already been deleted from my mind. haha.
ohhh yeah! just remembered, some people told me that i dont look like a singaporean at all just now. whuuuuuut.
i know right? Well, it's normal actually. i get that a lot.
Some people say i look like some kid from taiwan/hongkong, some say i look like an indonesian and some even say i look like an american-born-chinese. -.- seriously. so what do i look like? hahaha.
Well the truth is, i'm not pure Chinese either. I'm mixed. :]
The only reason i assume that i dont look like a singaporean and almost everyone who sees me for the first time says the same thing is because i have Indonesian blood...to be specific, i have Javanese blood.
Yeah that's right.
How do i know? interrogate my parents of course.
Dad said that Mum's grandfather was an Indonesian which was why my mum's surname is "Wan"
And "Wan" is not a surname found in Chinese. So yeah, that explains everything i guess? hehehe.
So what does that make me? chinese and javanese huh. dk any funky name for it. hehe~!
yeah so...that's one thing that not many people know about me too!
Aaaaand, i only found this out like...3-4 months ago. -.-
yeah, my whole life was a lie. ive been lying to myself for the past 18 years thinking that im a pure chinese.
Not anymore~ :p
alright, thats all for now peeps.
Will update again soon.
tata~
Where should i start from? hehe.
hmmm, i just happen to be reading my very old blog posts from the year of 2011-2012.
And i can say, i have changed, very much. Both in a good and bad way i guess.
Well, life was so much simpler back then. much more simple.
Dont have to worry about money, love, relationships bla bla. Just enjoying life as it is and the little things in life.
And while reading the old posts, i recalled many useful advises that ive mentioned in the posts. Most of which have already been deleted from my mind. haha.
ohhh yeah! just remembered, some people told me that i dont look like a singaporean at all just now. whuuuuuut.
i know right? Well, it's normal actually. i get that a lot.
Some people say i look like some kid from taiwan/hongkong, some say i look like an indonesian and some even say i look like an american-born-chinese. -.- seriously. so what do i look like? hahaha.
Well the truth is, i'm not pure Chinese either. I'm mixed. :]
The only reason i assume that i dont look like a singaporean and almost everyone who sees me for the first time says the same thing is because i have Indonesian blood...to be specific, i have Javanese blood.
Yeah that's right.
How do i know? interrogate my parents of course.
Dad said that Mum's grandfather was an Indonesian which was why my mum's surname is "Wan"
And "Wan" is not a surname found in Chinese. So yeah, that explains everything i guess? hehehe.
So what does that make me? chinese and javanese huh. dk any funky name for it. hehe~!
yeah so...that's one thing that not many people know about me too!
Aaaaand, i only found this out like...3-4 months ago. -.-
yeah, my whole life was a lie. ive been lying to myself for the past 18 years thinking that im a pure chinese.
Not anymore~ :p
alright, thats all for now peeps.
Will update again soon.
tata~
hey hey~ finally updating my dying blog again. hehehe~
Currently at my new house. Well to be honest, it's equally boring when you dont have a game console or when you dont have any plans.
I'm currently home alone. yeah. mum and dad at work, brother went out with friends. And so, here i am, just rotting away.
Eating like nobody's business. Prawn crackers, Spaghetti, mashed potato, strawberry milk etc. haha yes i eat a lot! but never seem to gain weight nor grow fat. it's both a good and bad thing.
Eating prawn crackers as im typing this and listening to With or without you by U2.
Go check it out. it's a good song. chilled and laid back song, just the way i like it.
i know it's kinda redundant for me to update my blog cos no one ever reads it. but oh well, will just update it anyway.
haha, a few years back on my previous blog, i will update it every single day and there would be at least 20-30 pageviews at the end of everyday.
Now? i barely update it and 0-1 page views. hehe but that's okay. :]
Currently having the september holidays which would end next week.
Well, not really counted as holidays for most of us as majority of us would prolly be resting and revising.
Yknow, i cant wait for the exams to be over. But at the same time, im sure id miss school and friends and stuff like that.
it seems so quiet today. heh.
oh well, guess my post shall end here for now, for today.
will update it soon again. hopefully very soon.
Currently at my new house. Well to be honest, it's equally boring when you dont have a game console or when you dont have any plans.
I'm currently home alone. yeah. mum and dad at work, brother went out with friends. And so, here i am, just rotting away.
Eating like nobody's business. Prawn crackers, Spaghetti, mashed potato, strawberry milk etc. haha yes i eat a lot! but never seem to gain weight nor grow fat. it's both a good and bad thing.
Eating prawn crackers as im typing this and listening to With or without you by U2.
Go check it out. it's a good song. chilled and laid back song, just the way i like it.
i know it's kinda redundant for me to update my blog cos no one ever reads it. but oh well, will just update it anyway.
haha, a few years back on my previous blog, i will update it every single day and there would be at least 20-30 pageviews at the end of everyday.
Now? i barely update it and 0-1 page views. hehe but that's okay. :]
Currently having the september holidays which would end next week.
Well, not really counted as holidays for most of us as majority of us would prolly be resting and revising.
Yknow, i cant wait for the exams to be over. But at the same time, im sure id miss school and friends and stuff like that.
it seems so quiet today. heh.
oh well, guess my post shall end here for now, for today.
will update it soon again. hopefully very soon.
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
guess who's back? yes, its me, jinrong.
Thanks to my friend who has been helping me keep this blog alive while im away.
Well, as posted by my friend in an earlier post, yes, the prelims are over already.
It sure was hell. and I was wondering...if prelims was this hard, what about O levels? Wouldn't that just kill all of us.
Oh well.
As for me, i'm surviving life as it is. day by day.
Just waiting for something to happen that would change my life, hopefully for the better. or, I could make that change.
Life has been pretty hard recently. no doubt about that.
This year was indeed not a very good year for many of us.
But it's always good to know that you'll always have family, friends and special people by your side to help you pull through your dark cloudy days.
I don't really know what to post or talk about now...
my mind is simply...blank.
currently typing this post while lying down and listening to Inception by Michael Ortega.
It's a piano piece. and its a really good piece of music. Do check it out.
This post would be ending really soon.
Will definitely post again if I have something to share or talk about.
till then, goodbye.
Thanks to my friend who has been helping me keep this blog alive while im away.
Well, as posted by my friend in an earlier post, yes, the prelims are over already.
It sure was hell. and I was wondering...if prelims was this hard, what about O levels? Wouldn't that just kill all of us.
Oh well.
As for me, i'm surviving life as it is. day by day.
Just waiting for something to happen that would change my life, hopefully for the better. or, I could make that change.
Life has been pretty hard recently. no doubt about that.
This year was indeed not a very good year for many of us.
But it's always good to know that you'll always have family, friends and special people by your side to help you pull through your dark cloudy days.
I don't really know what to post or talk about now...
my mind is simply...blank.
currently typing this post while lying down and listening to Inception by Michael Ortega.
It's a piano piece. and its a really good piece of music. Do check it out.
This post would be ending really soon.
Will definitely post again if I have something to share or talk about.
till then, goodbye.
Sunday, September 1, 2013
As it is so far
Hi guys! The blogger with no name is back.
Well, it has been a tough week for all of us. Anyway, currently we are all in the midst of our prelims. As far as I can see, we aren't doing very well. I can already foresee our prelims report cards and the red marks all over it :/
Anyway, don't give up guys! Awhile more to the O levels and after than we can set our textbooks on fire - highly advised. Also, just for encouragement, recommend listening to Fix You by Coldplay. It really does encourage you.
Good luck then to everyone! Till then, ciao!
Well, it has been a tough week for all of us. Anyway, currently we are all in the midst of our prelims. As far as I can see, we aren't doing very well. I can already foresee our prelims report cards and the red marks all over it :/
Anyway, don't give up guys! Awhile more to the O levels and after than we can set our textbooks on fire - highly advised. Also, just for encouragement, recommend listening to Fix You by Coldplay. It really does encourage you.
Good luck then to everyone! Till then, ciao!
Wednesday, August 14, 2013
Memories of Friendship
Hello guys! Unamed blogger back again. Guess you guys have to get used to hearing from me more often.
With prelims up next week, all of us are rushing like mad to study. Well, when I say all of us... Anyway, studies aside, this is a great chance and opportunity to take a break from the torments of life and have good stretch.
As usual, I'm chatting with Jin Rong, remembering the fun, childish and stupid things we did over the years. They say secondary school life is the most memorable, and in many ways is true. I mean, everything childish, stupid, random and dangerous thing we done holds a very special place in my heart, and I'm sure everyone who can relate will agree.
Well if you are reading this, maybe its time to reflect on your days in secondary school. For many people, their days in secondary school now are numbered, and with graduation day ever closer, we should think of the wonderful memories and friends that have been made over the years.
As so, I end the short and hopefully meaningful post to all those who are reading it. Remember to continue to watch this space! Peace out.
With prelims up next week, all of us are rushing like mad to study. Well, when I say all of us... Anyway, studies aside, this is a great chance and opportunity to take a break from the torments of life and have good stretch.
As usual, I'm chatting with Jin Rong, remembering the fun, childish and stupid things we did over the years. They say secondary school life is the most memorable, and in many ways is true. I mean, everything childish, stupid, random and dangerous thing we done holds a very special place in my heart, and I'm sure everyone who can relate will agree.
Well if you are reading this, maybe its time to reflect on your days in secondary school. For many people, their days in secondary school now are numbered, and with graduation day ever closer, we should think of the wonderful memories and friends that have been made over the years.
As so, I end the short and hopefully meaningful post to all those who are reading it. Remember to continue to watch this space! Peace out.
Monday, August 12, 2013
Jin Rong in another Point of View
It's nice to be back. Well, not really. Nope, it's not me, and no, I'm not a hacker. Yep, on behalf of my friend, I shall be blogging.
You may be wondering why I am posting on this blog. Well, rare occasions are happening for the owner of this blog; yes, he is actually studying. Being his friend for this long, it is the first time the words study gels together with him. Hahaha.
My thoughts of Jin Rong:
Well I spent a lot of my years with him, and he has turned into a really great friend. Anyone who you can talk to comfortably is one worth talking to, and that is something I find in him. Yes, we can fight and argue and do stupid things together, but when it comes down to serious matters, he really is a great person to talk to and also a great listening ear. Also, to be able to talk to someone who is under the pressures of O levels and be able to enjoy and have fun while talking, well that is a statement in itself.
Over the years, our friendship has also grown very strongly. One trait that can be found in him is that he never gives up even when everything else seems to go against him. Well, that is Jin Rong in a nutshell, as seen by another person. Sure it may not be much, but that is just the tip of the iceberg. I can write an entire storybook about it if I had to.
For those that have been patiently waiting for Jin Rong to say something after nearly two months, well sadly that day has yet to come. This is undoubtedly a very short post from someone whose name will never be revealed. Continue to keep reading this blog and watch this space! However, until then.
Ciao!
You may be wondering why I am posting on this blog. Well, rare occasions are happening for the owner of this blog; yes, he is actually studying. Being his friend for this long, it is the first time the words study gels together with him. Hahaha.
My thoughts of Jin Rong:
Well I spent a lot of my years with him, and he has turned into a really great friend. Anyone who you can talk to comfortably is one worth talking to, and that is something I find in him. Yes, we can fight and argue and do stupid things together, but when it comes down to serious matters, he really is a great person to talk to and also a great listening ear. Also, to be able to talk to someone who is under the pressures of O levels and be able to enjoy and have fun while talking, well that is a statement in itself.
Over the years, our friendship has also grown very strongly. One trait that can be found in him is that he never gives up even when everything else seems to go against him. Well, that is Jin Rong in a nutshell, as seen by another person. Sure it may not be much, but that is just the tip of the iceberg. I can write an entire storybook about it if I had to.
For those that have been patiently waiting for Jin Rong to say something after nearly two months, well sadly that day has yet to come. This is undoubtedly a very short post from someone whose name will never be revealed. Continue to keep reading this blog and watch this space! However, until then.
Ciao!
Sunday, June 23, 2013
hey hey hey! finally back from Taiwan. Well, it has been about 4 days since i returned to singapore. hehe!
If you were to ask me how was my trip, well i could write a book for you. but duh, i wont do that. haha!
So i'll just make it short and sweet here.
Taiwan is great, thats for sure. Was pretty disappointed with the weather cause it was as hot as singapore. Why couldnt we have gone during winter. hehe.
The people there are really open and friendly. Meaning that they dont mind helping, talking or socializing with strangers that they are not familiar with. Thats how i feel. Cos some of these people have approached me. They're really nice.
The food? haha awesome thats for sure. It's really different from singapores cuisine.
The ingredients they use, the way they cook it is all in a totally different way.
Another great thing is their historical sites.
Yeah, it might get boring as ive said in the previous blog post.
But surprisingly, it was quite interesting. And the views and sceneries were really fascinating and an eye-opener.
Well, many things have happened in the trip. some of which im not allowed to speak or mention of. hehe.
It was really fun cos of the hotel nights too! hehehe ;) Had lots of fun.
Currently at my new house~ the one at tanjong pagar. Came here to stayover for a few days, and will be going back to jurong area tomorrow! heh!
The haze seems much better now. definitely so much better. the highest hit was 401 which was very hazardous. haha!
Heard that it got better cos of the wind direction. but it will come back again soon. oh well, prepared for it.
Am really free these few days now. No activities, plans whatsoever.
Dont really know what to do already. hehehe!
hmmm well, shall use this as my intro post after such a long time.
Will post on more topics the next few posts. hehe!
If you were to ask me how was my trip, well i could write a book for you. but duh, i wont do that. haha!
So i'll just make it short and sweet here.
Taiwan is great, thats for sure. Was pretty disappointed with the weather cause it was as hot as singapore. Why couldnt we have gone during winter. hehe.
The people there are really open and friendly. Meaning that they dont mind helping, talking or socializing with strangers that they are not familiar with. Thats how i feel. Cos some of these people have approached me. They're really nice.
The food? haha awesome thats for sure. It's really different from singapores cuisine.
The ingredients they use, the way they cook it is all in a totally different way.
Another great thing is their historical sites.
Yeah, it might get boring as ive said in the previous blog post.
But surprisingly, it was quite interesting. And the views and sceneries were really fascinating and an eye-opener.
Well, many things have happened in the trip. some of which im not allowed to speak or mention of. hehe.
It was really fun cos of the hotel nights too! hehehe ;) Had lots of fun.
Currently at my new house~ the one at tanjong pagar. Came here to stayover for a few days, and will be going back to jurong area tomorrow! heh!
The haze seems much better now. definitely so much better. the highest hit was 401 which was very hazardous. haha!
Heard that it got better cos of the wind direction. but it will come back again soon. oh well, prepared for it.
Am really free these few days now. No activities, plans whatsoever.
Dont really know what to do already. hehehe!
hmmm well, shall use this as my intro post after such a long time.
Will post on more topics the next few posts. hehe!
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
helluuuuu~! have not been blogging recently.
was pretty busy. mostly with band stuffs! and if there was a day that I was free, id probably be busy resting and sorting out my stuffs. which explains why I didn't blog recently. hehe.
Well, the first week of supplementary lessons are over, intensive band practices are over and even band camp is over now.
And what's left? :) yes, a trip to Taiwan with the band.
Well, according to the itinerary, it doesn't look as interesting and as fun as the previous time I went to japan. After all, Taiwan is more of a country for eating and shopping till you drop. so yeah, can accept that fact. hehe.
And well...tomorrow is the day im flying off at around 835am but I have to report there by 530am.
Terminal 3 row 10. yup.
Plans for today? simple. Get my stuff packed, check it over again to ensure nothing is missing.
Get my hair cut because my hair is becoming like a bush and I dislike having long hair.
Then, might be meeting my mum for a meal cos she wants to meet me before I fly off.
And then! i'm heading off to my friends place for a sleepover with 2 other friends! hehe.
I doubt i'll be able to sleep. surely will be busy having fun and being excited for the trip.
Then will be planning to wake up at 3am tomorrow morning, to wash up and prepare before our booked cab arrives at 4am sharp to pick us up to the airport!
We've decided to be there earlier so that we can settle down and refresh ourselves.
okay to be honest, im not quite looking forward to the trip.
Am only looking forward to these few things :
1. The plane flight.
2. The concert exchange with Taiwan band.
3. The food at the night market.
That's about it I guess? yeah, nothing much.
Not really interested in those historical sites that theyre bringing us to.
hehe well, gotta start packing now then!
Will try my best to blog again soon! :)
Farewell!
was pretty busy. mostly with band stuffs! and if there was a day that I was free, id probably be busy resting and sorting out my stuffs. which explains why I didn't blog recently. hehe.
Well, the first week of supplementary lessons are over, intensive band practices are over and even band camp is over now.
And what's left? :) yes, a trip to Taiwan with the band.
Well, according to the itinerary, it doesn't look as interesting and as fun as the previous time I went to japan. After all, Taiwan is more of a country for eating and shopping till you drop. so yeah, can accept that fact. hehe.
And well...tomorrow is the day im flying off at around 835am but I have to report there by 530am.
Terminal 3 row 10. yup.
Plans for today? simple. Get my stuff packed, check it over again to ensure nothing is missing.
Get my hair cut because my hair is becoming like a bush and I dislike having long hair.
Then, might be meeting my mum for a meal cos she wants to meet me before I fly off.
And then! i'm heading off to my friends place for a sleepover with 2 other friends! hehe.
I doubt i'll be able to sleep. surely will be busy having fun and being excited for the trip.
Then will be planning to wake up at 3am tomorrow morning, to wash up and prepare before our booked cab arrives at 4am sharp to pick us up to the airport!
We've decided to be there earlier so that we can settle down and refresh ourselves.
okay to be honest, im not quite looking forward to the trip.
Am only looking forward to these few things :
1. The plane flight.
2. The concert exchange with Taiwan band.
3. The food at the night market.
That's about it I guess? yeah, nothing much.
Not really interested in those historical sites that theyre bringing us to.
hehe well, gotta start packing now then!
Will try my best to blog again soon! :)
Farewell!
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Time to blog once again. :) it's Friday today! Yup! TGIF!
Well, I'm suppose to have extra supplementary lessons today, which was suppose to be my last day.
However, decided to give it a miss and mum agreed.
Wasn't feeling well and have to drop by my new house to get some stuff for my camp this weekend and for my Taiwan trip. So here I am, lying on my bed in my new house.
My house seems much better compared to the first few times I came. Haha. It's neater now.
Lesser cardboards and rubbish. Looks more like a home now. Hehe.
Am going out soon. To town area to buy some stuff that I need and also search for gifts for the Taiwan people in my section. After that should be meeting my mum and aunt for dinner I guess?
Whenever I meet both my aunt and mum for a meal, they never fail to eat something costly. ._. Even when I never request for it. Rich people. -.-
Ahhh yes, camp is tomorrow. Though its only a 2 day 1 night camp. -.- but still , it's band camp an I love band camps.
Being the oldest in band of 6 years, I've slowly grown to love band camps.
Many people hate it cos they think of it as hell camp, scoldings bla bla.
But think of it this way, all the punishments they give are beneficial to us.
We can eat, play, bathe and sleep with our buddies. Isn't that great?
Well that's how I see it. I used to hate band camps too when I was a junior back then.
But I love them now. Heh.
I'm flying off next Thursday already anyway.
Oh how time flies. Looking forward, yes. Going to the airport at 4am in the morning. That excites me.
Hehe will talk more about it as it nears.
I just can't stand people with huge ego and arrogance.
It makes them look so ugly.
So what if you have an attractive face but your attitude is as such.
Lets not talk about them, will just end up spoiling my mood. Heh.
Alright, I guess that's all for today!
Will blog again soon.
Well, I'm suppose to have extra supplementary lessons today, which was suppose to be my last day.
However, decided to give it a miss and mum agreed.
Wasn't feeling well and have to drop by my new house to get some stuff for my camp this weekend and for my Taiwan trip. So here I am, lying on my bed in my new house.
My house seems much better compared to the first few times I came. Haha. It's neater now.
Lesser cardboards and rubbish. Looks more like a home now. Hehe.
Am going out soon. To town area to buy some stuff that I need and also search for gifts for the Taiwan people in my section. After that should be meeting my mum and aunt for dinner I guess?
Whenever I meet both my aunt and mum for a meal, they never fail to eat something costly. ._. Even when I never request for it. Rich people. -.-
Ahhh yes, camp is tomorrow. Though its only a 2 day 1 night camp. -.- but still , it's band camp an I love band camps.
Being the oldest in band of 6 years, I've slowly grown to love band camps.
Many people hate it cos they think of it as hell camp, scoldings bla bla.
But think of it this way, all the punishments they give are beneficial to us.
We can eat, play, bathe and sleep with our buddies. Isn't that great?
Well that's how I see it. I used to hate band camps too when I was a junior back then.
But I love them now. Heh.
I'm flying off next Thursday already anyway.
Oh how time flies. Looking forward, yes. Going to the airport at 4am in the morning. That excites me.
Hehe will talk more about it as it nears.
I just can't stand people with huge ego and arrogance.
It makes them look so ugly.
So what if you have an attractive face but your attitude is as such.
Lets not talk about them, will just end up spoiling my mood. Heh.
Alright, I guess that's all for today!
Will blog again soon.
Tuesday, June 4, 2013
Time for a new post. Sorry that I have not been updating it constantly.
Seem to lack the time and the strength to do so. heh.
Well, just a quick summary. i'm having by June vacations now. well, supposed to. -.-
So this week im having extra classes everyday from 8am till 330pm. yeah. shag. I know.
So lets just fast forward before I forget what I wanna share alright?
Never judge a book by it's cover.
When I say that, whats the first thing that comes to your mind?
Well for me, a million things rush up to my mind. thoughts, examples, feelings etc.
It actually means much more than it actually is. It has a deeper meaning to it.
It's also trying to tell us NOT to be judgemental. oh im sure you know what im talking about.
Need an example? there are lots to give.
Heres one...
Youre in school. You see a disabled kid or a down-syndrome kid. What's the first thing that comes to you? I know. YOU WILL avoid, think he's a freak, talk about him, gossip about him, make fun of him and then start laughing at him.
WHY? because you think youre better than him which gives you the power to do so.
Correct me if I am wrong. please do.
out of 100 people, 90 people will do that.
But they don't know that this kid might be suffering from some kind of disease, or he got into an accident which is why he is in such a state. get it? you think this kid wants to be like that? he wants to laugh and play and be normal just like you. just like everyone else...
My reason for giving this example? simple. People judge you from what they see AT THAT POINT OF TIME. to elaborate further would be a stressful thing to do. so i'll just keep it short and simple.
but think about it. isn't what I say true?
Have you ever been judged by someone just because they saw you doing something at that point of time. And those ppl who judge you don't even know the full story or whats going on.
They just.....judge.
Well, if youre an angel then go ahead and judge. but you're not.
and if you think you are, you should probably think about how your life suck.
you might think im directing this to someone. truth is, yes I am. to some specific people.
I think that this is something worth thinking about.
Why is everyone judging others as if they're perfect?
Well yeah, you might be rich, or lucky, or handsome or beautiful or attractive or famous.
But that DOES NOT give you the authority nor power to look down on others in your own way.
You think you're attractive and everyone wants you? GOOD FOR YOU.
But don't include anyone else in your pathetic life just to make yourself feel even better.
Man, I can go on and on and on about this.
Have much to say. But will currently stop here.
It's too wordy. hehe.
I'm currently doing my coursework.
Yes, incredible. I know. shhhh. heh.
Will blog again soon. Have more to say.
Seem to lack the time and the strength to do so. heh.
Well, just a quick summary. i'm having by June vacations now. well, supposed to. -.-
So this week im having extra classes everyday from 8am till 330pm. yeah. shag. I know.
So lets just fast forward before I forget what I wanna share alright?
Never judge a book by it's cover.
When I say that, whats the first thing that comes to your mind?
Well for me, a million things rush up to my mind. thoughts, examples, feelings etc.
It actually means much more than it actually is. It has a deeper meaning to it.
It's also trying to tell us NOT to be judgemental. oh im sure you know what im talking about.
Need an example? there are lots to give.
Heres one...
Youre in school. You see a disabled kid or a down-syndrome kid. What's the first thing that comes to you? I know. YOU WILL avoid, think he's a freak, talk about him, gossip about him, make fun of him and then start laughing at him.
WHY? because you think youre better than him which gives you the power to do so.
Correct me if I am wrong. please do.
out of 100 people, 90 people will do that.
But they don't know that this kid might be suffering from some kind of disease, or he got into an accident which is why he is in such a state. get it? you think this kid wants to be like that? he wants to laugh and play and be normal just like you. just like everyone else...
My reason for giving this example? simple. People judge you from what they see AT THAT POINT OF TIME. to elaborate further would be a stressful thing to do. so i'll just keep it short and simple.
but think about it. isn't what I say true?
Have you ever been judged by someone just because they saw you doing something at that point of time. And those ppl who judge you don't even know the full story or whats going on.
They just.....judge.
Well, if youre an angel then go ahead and judge. but you're not.
and if you think you are, you should probably think about how your life suck.
you might think im directing this to someone. truth is, yes I am. to some specific people.
I think that this is something worth thinking about.
Why is everyone judging others as if they're perfect?
Well yeah, you might be rich, or lucky, or handsome or beautiful or attractive or famous.
But that DOES NOT give you the authority nor power to look down on others in your own way.
You think you're attractive and everyone wants you? GOOD FOR YOU.
But don't include anyone else in your pathetic life just to make yourself feel even better.
Man, I can go on and on and on about this.
Have much to say. But will currently stop here.
It's too wordy. hehe.
I'm currently doing my coursework.
Yes, incredible. I know. shhhh. heh.
Will blog again soon. Have more to say.
Friday, May 31, 2013
hey peeps! lets just start right away shall we? before I forget about what I have to say. hehe!
Didn't blog for the past 2 days cos I slept over my new house for the last 2 nights.
hehehe. parents (MUM) managed to persuade and convince me to sleepover for 2 nights.
so I did. hehe! didn't blog there cos I was too lazy and tired.
and busy playing game. hehehe! World of Warcraft.
Yeah, it's my childhood game till now. Playing it brings back lots of memories and feels nostalgic. It's a fantastic game though. hehe.
Anyways, this week is over. like finally. what ive been waiting for and what ive been complaining about on my previous post huh. haha!
I survived my intensive mother tongue! yay! duh~ heh.
Am glad that this week is over. However, will be looking forward for the coming week to be over too. ugh. Monday will be my O level mother tongue paper and the rest of the week would be remedial lessons the entire day. sucks, I know.
Have to get my flu vaccine ASAP. which I don't want to.............
I have a phobia of needles coming near me. Phobia of injections, vaccines and such.
I can get cut, bleed bla bla bla, but ironically, im afraid of such stuffs.
Talking about it just makes me feel uncomfortable. hehe shhhh.
Anyways, im at my old house now with my aunt.
Will be having band tomorrow.
Have been watching videos of Mnozil Brass recently. And I have to say, because of them, I feel more inspired to play LIKE them and be a better player.
hmmm, lets side track a little further shall we?
I really hate or dislike people who haven't grown mature. I mean, its okay to not be mature, but having a childish attitude really pisses me off.
And just for your info, there is a huge difference between KNOWING HOW TO HAVE FUN and BEING CHILDISH. There is no link...at all.
And I hate 2 faced people. who doesn't? heh.
People who looks and seems nice in front of you only because they put on a very good show. But, however, they talk bad about you, mock and insult you behind your back. Annoying much? indeed.
But what can we do? there definitely will be such people in this world, in this society.
So, I suggest these people grow up and get a life. A proper life.
And not always having a childish mind set with a naïve and straight forward thinking.
A sneak preview of my next post : my dream course for poly?
Social sciences. Human behaviour etc. Psychology. ;)
Didn't blog for the past 2 days cos I slept over my new house for the last 2 nights.
hehehe. parents (MUM) managed to persuade and convince me to sleepover for 2 nights.
so I did. hehe! didn't blog there cos I was too lazy and tired.
and busy playing game. hehehe! World of Warcraft.
Yeah, it's my childhood game till now. Playing it brings back lots of memories and feels nostalgic. It's a fantastic game though. hehe.
Anyways, this week is over. like finally. what ive been waiting for and what ive been complaining about on my previous post huh. haha!
I survived my intensive mother tongue! yay! duh~ heh.
Am glad that this week is over. However, will be looking forward for the coming week to be over too. ugh. Monday will be my O level mother tongue paper and the rest of the week would be remedial lessons the entire day. sucks, I know.
Have to get my flu vaccine ASAP. which I don't want to.............
I have a phobia of needles coming near me. Phobia of injections, vaccines and such.
I can get cut, bleed bla bla bla, but ironically, im afraid of such stuffs.
Talking about it just makes me feel uncomfortable. hehe shhhh.
Anyways, im at my old house now with my aunt.
Will be having band tomorrow.
Have been watching videos of Mnozil Brass recently. And I have to say, because of them, I feel more inspired to play LIKE them and be a better player.
hmmm, lets side track a little further shall we?
I really hate or dislike people who haven't grown mature. I mean, its okay to not be mature, but having a childish attitude really pisses me off.
And just for your info, there is a huge difference between KNOWING HOW TO HAVE FUN and BEING CHILDISH. There is no link...at all.
And I hate 2 faced people. who doesn't? heh.
People who looks and seems nice in front of you only because they put on a very good show. But, however, they talk bad about you, mock and insult you behind your back. Annoying much? indeed.
But what can we do? there definitely will be such people in this world, in this society.
So, I suggest these people grow up and get a life. A proper life.
And not always having a childish mind set with a naïve and straight forward thinking.
A sneak preview of my next post : my dream course for poly?
Social sciences. Human behaviour etc. Psychology. ;)
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Hey peeps. Time to blog again~
Well, just for your info, I won't have much to blog about this week.
Mainly cos there won't be much happening I guess.
School, intensive mother tongue, band. Everyday is the same. But no worries. I'll try my best to find stuff to share or talk about! Otherwise, my posts would rather boring.
Well, yesterday was the first day of mother tongue intensive.
Hmm, managed to survive through it quite well. It was boring I swear.
Shit ass dead boring. You do literally nothing but mother tongue for 3 hours.
I really do not look forward to this week. I just want this week to end quickly man.
Anyways, yesterday after the intensive, we went to sungei buloh. A class geography trip.
It was....fun yes, because of friends. But it was darn boring too.
Went there to get a tan and get bitten by mosquitos and other weird ass insects. Hehe.
It was friends that made it all worthwhile and not that boring. Had fun though. :)
Today? Today was similar like yesterday. Just that, obviously, we didn't go to sungei buloh.
Mother tongue intensive was a killer as usual. Boring. Just plain boring that you can die from it.
Bla bla bla, school was over and went for band.
Sadly, band was boring too. Had nothing to practice. All I did was a couple of warm ups and some exercises.
No piece to work on. Which sucks actually.
Anyways, after band, went back home alone. And here I am. Lying on ma pillow and blogging this.
I'm using my phone to blog now actually. Reason is simply cos I'm just too lazy to on my lappy. Hehe.
It's 830pm right now. Nothing much for tonight.
Just gonna have my dinner soon, and probably just rot my life away. I feel so shagged.
Well, you cant blame me. This week is just dreadful.
Yeah...after dinner, I'm just gonna be a useless thing.
Hehe. Will blog again soon.
Well, just for your info, I won't have much to blog about this week.
Mainly cos there won't be much happening I guess.
School, intensive mother tongue, band. Everyday is the same. But no worries. I'll try my best to find stuff to share or talk about! Otherwise, my posts would rather boring.
Well, yesterday was the first day of mother tongue intensive.
Hmm, managed to survive through it quite well. It was boring I swear.
Shit ass dead boring. You do literally nothing but mother tongue for 3 hours.
I really do not look forward to this week. I just want this week to end quickly man.
Anyways, yesterday after the intensive, we went to sungei buloh. A class geography trip.
It was....fun yes, because of friends. But it was darn boring too.
Went there to get a tan and get bitten by mosquitos and other weird ass insects. Hehe.
It was friends that made it all worthwhile and not that boring. Had fun though. :)
Today? Today was similar like yesterday. Just that, obviously, we didn't go to sungei buloh.
Mother tongue intensive was a killer as usual. Boring. Just plain boring that you can die from it.
Bla bla bla, school was over and went for band.
Sadly, band was boring too. Had nothing to practice. All I did was a couple of warm ups and some exercises.
No piece to work on. Which sucks actually.
Anyways, after band, went back home alone. And here I am. Lying on ma pillow and blogging this.
I'm using my phone to blog now actually. Reason is simply cos I'm just too lazy to on my lappy. Hehe.
It's 830pm right now. Nothing much for tonight.
Just gonna have my dinner soon, and probably just rot my life away. I feel so shagged.
Well, you cant blame me. This week is just dreadful.
Yeah...after dinner, I'm just gonna be a useless thing.
Hehe. Will blog again soon.
Sunday, May 26, 2013
It's the weekends!
It's a rainy cold and wet Sunday morning and afternoon now~
Woke up realizing why the sun isn't up yet. heh. went to my window and realized it's all wet and pitter pattering with rain drops. hehe. What a weather to wake up to :)
Anyways, apologies for not blogging yesterday.
Yesterday went for full day band as usual. from morning till the late afternoon.
hmmm, it was okay? just generally tired. heh. felt like sleeping the whole day. hah~
I was pretty oblivious to many things and certain people on purpose to the extend that someone say that my face is so ignorant.haha!!
oh well~ that's me man. don't like me? tooooooo baaaaaaaad. lol. okay lame.
Anyway yes, im in my new house now. As usual, spending my weekends here.
Today, my relatives are coming to visit. haven't seen them for quite awhile. hehe.
nothing much already~ :)
As of now, im listening to some professional brass band's recording
Mnozil Brass. not sure if any of you have heard them at all.
But theyre really good. It's just a brass band made of 7 brass players
they have indeed inspired me to become a better musician.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
This coming week would be the last week of school...well, sort of.
Then the June vacation starts! yay! hehe. But im sure ill still be as busy as hell.
extra lessons, band etc etc.
okay, my relatives are here. it's bustling now. hehehe.
alright, I think I gotta go. cant let any of them know that I have a blog! hehe!
see yah!
It's a rainy cold and wet Sunday morning and afternoon now~
Woke up realizing why the sun isn't up yet. heh. went to my window and realized it's all wet and pitter pattering with rain drops. hehe. What a weather to wake up to :)
Anyways, apologies for not blogging yesterday.
Yesterday went for full day band as usual. from morning till the late afternoon.
hmmm, it was okay? just generally tired. heh. felt like sleeping the whole day. hah~
I was pretty oblivious to many things and certain people on purpose to the extend that someone say that my face is so ignorant.haha!!
oh well~ that's me man. don't like me? tooooooo baaaaaaaad. lol. okay lame.
Anyway yes, im in my new house now. As usual, spending my weekends here.
Today, my relatives are coming to visit. haven't seen them for quite awhile. hehe.
nothing much already~ :)
As of now, im listening to some professional brass band's recording
Mnozil Brass. not sure if any of you have heard them at all.
But theyre really good. It's just a brass band made of 7 brass players
they have indeed inspired me to become a better musician.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
This coming week would be the last week of school...well, sort of.
Then the June vacation starts! yay! hehe. But im sure ill still be as busy as hell.
extra lessons, band etc etc.
okay, my relatives are here. it's bustling now. hehehe.
alright, I think I gotta go. cant let any of them know that I have a blog! hehe!
see yah!
Friday, May 24, 2013
vesak day and TGIF!
Helluuuu~! blog blog blog!
yay! its Friday! yeap! and it's a public holiday cos it's Vesak Day! duh. hehe.
Well, my day today was...okayyyyy? but very unproductive. haha!
yes, as you guessed. I went riding. To Kent Ridge Trail this time.
from 8am to 4pm. goodness me. hahaha. speechless. ><
okay okay so...that was all I did today. and now im bored -.-
Was listening to Tokyo Ska Paradise Orchestra! heheh! they're good! SKA music!
curious? go check it out! just go to YouTube and type SKA and loads of results will appear! hehe!
Tokyo Ska Paradise Orchestra has a very nice picture. hehe! shall try to do it someday with some friends! interesting~ okay.....
Anyway, was recalling back about a lot of things today.
Well, mainly because I browsed through my facebook photos and got back lots of memories!
hehehe! wont forget them! especially in band! that's what most of my facebook photos are anyway. hehe! no regrets being in band man! especially being in it for 6 years -.- haha!
Oh yah! I had my English Oral yesterday and I was the very first person...sigh. hehe.
It went well I must say. Just that...my examiner is such a pain in the ass -..- my ass.
When i'm talking, she cant even be bothered to look at me. she looks else where and gets distracted which is so annoying. I don't even know whether is she listening. well, she better be!
And, have been feeling pretty lonely recently. Or i'm not used to this?
I guess it's normal for people to be this way? Just that my previous lifestyle isn't so quiet and peaceful everyday. It used to be filled with friends, laughter and a lot of noise. haha! Not that it's all gone...it's still here, but much lesser.
I guess this is life huh?
Yeah, very quiet. my phone especially. It used to light up or vibrate every 5 mins or so. but now...it just sits there quietly for hours. Im so not used to it. gah!
Well, I guess that's about it! :)
Have shared quite a lot of stuff in this post!
Hope you enjoyed it!
yay! its Friday! yeap! and it's a public holiday cos it's Vesak Day! duh. hehe.
Well, my day today was...okayyyyy? but very unproductive. haha!
yes, as you guessed. I went riding. To Kent Ridge Trail this time.
from 8am to 4pm. goodness me. hahaha. speechless. ><
okay okay so...that was all I did today. and now im bored -.-
Was listening to Tokyo Ska Paradise Orchestra! heheh! they're good! SKA music!
curious? go check it out! just go to YouTube and type SKA and loads of results will appear! hehe!
Tokyo Ska Paradise Orchestra has a very nice picture. hehe! shall try to do it someday with some friends! interesting~ okay.....
Anyway, was recalling back about a lot of things today.
Well, mainly because I browsed through my facebook photos and got back lots of memories!
hehehe! wont forget them! especially in band! that's what most of my facebook photos are anyway. hehe! no regrets being in band man! especially being in it for 6 years -.- haha!
Oh yah! I had my English Oral yesterday and I was the very first person...sigh. hehe.
It went well I must say. Just that...my examiner is such a pain in the ass -..- my ass.
When i'm talking, she cant even be bothered to look at me. she looks else where and gets distracted which is so annoying. I don't even know whether is she listening. well, she better be!
And, have been feeling pretty lonely recently. Or i'm not used to this?
I guess it's normal for people to be this way? Just that my previous lifestyle isn't so quiet and peaceful everyday. It used to be filled with friends, laughter and a lot of noise. haha! Not that it's all gone...it's still here, but much lesser.
I guess this is life huh?
Yeah, very quiet. my phone especially. It used to light up or vibrate every 5 mins or so. but now...it just sits there quietly for hours. Im so not used to it. gah!
Well, I guess that's about it! :)
Have shared quite a lot of stuff in this post!
Hope you enjoyed it!
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
helluuuuuuu~
man, I feel so tired today. heh.
came home, had lunch and straight away knocked out. hehe.
anyways, today in class, my form teacher announced all our aggregates.
Aggregates for poly, JC, class position and English grades.
Well, as you can expect, I didn't do well. and the worst part is, my teacher demoralizes such people like me.
When she announced mine to the class, I was already mentally prepared for humiliation and shame. Also prepared for people to judge me. -.- yeah. And ready for people to look down on me.
She said "JinRong another one. Your English get A1 but you've done badly for the other subjects. what a waste. I THINK YOU BETTER GIVE YOUR ENGLISH GRADES TO SOMEONE ELSE WHO IS BETTER."
Yes, I caps that on purpose. I would like you to be me for a minute and tell me how you feel when your teacher tells you that.
Your own form teacher asking you to give your good English grades away to someone else who has done better in all the other subjects. that is just simply insulting and hurtful.
I don't understand her...and I don't want to.
And I know i'll never be good like the others.
One more thing. She shouldn't have announced it this way. because people judge you because of it.
Which is stupid I must say.
People who have done extremely well, good for you. yes, good job and keep it up.
But I am so damn sure that such people look down on people like me who have scored lower.
I am sure. god damned sure. You might say no and deny but deep down in that little heart of yours, I know what youre thinking and feeling. I know.
It's called ego and arrogance.
But what can people like me do? nothing. Because it is true that we do not excel in studies.
Nowadays, people judge others according to their education level.
I mean....you serious??
If your bestfriend/boyfriend/girlfriend failed his/her exams, youre just gonna dump them aside? is that it?
I know those of you reading this now might think that im paranoid and im thinking too much.
Well maybe I am. but I know that my theory is correct.
Maybe you guys would like to correct me? Please do let me know. text me, comment on this post, whatsoever.
I cant stand talking about this either. I don't know what else to say.
Well, I shall stop here before my post becomes too offensive. heh.
man, I feel so tired today. heh.
came home, had lunch and straight away knocked out. hehe.
anyways, today in class, my form teacher announced all our aggregates.
Aggregates for poly, JC, class position and English grades.
Well, as you can expect, I didn't do well. and the worst part is, my teacher demoralizes such people like me.
When she announced mine to the class, I was already mentally prepared for humiliation and shame. Also prepared for people to judge me. -.- yeah. And ready for people to look down on me.
She said "JinRong another one. Your English get A1 but you've done badly for the other subjects. what a waste. I THINK YOU BETTER GIVE YOUR ENGLISH GRADES TO SOMEONE ELSE WHO IS BETTER."
Yes, I caps that on purpose. I would like you to be me for a minute and tell me how you feel when your teacher tells you that.
Your own form teacher asking you to give your good English grades away to someone else who has done better in all the other subjects. that is just simply insulting and hurtful.
I don't understand her...and I don't want to.
And I know i'll never be good like the others.
One more thing. She shouldn't have announced it this way. because people judge you because of it.
Which is stupid I must say.
People who have done extremely well, good for you. yes, good job and keep it up.
But I am so damn sure that such people look down on people like me who have scored lower.
I am sure. god damned sure. You might say no and deny but deep down in that little heart of yours, I know what youre thinking and feeling. I know.
It's called ego and arrogance.
But what can people like me do? nothing. Because it is true that we do not excel in studies.
Nowadays, people judge others according to their education level.
I mean....you serious??
If your bestfriend/boyfriend/girlfriend failed his/her exams, youre just gonna dump them aside? is that it?
I know those of you reading this now might think that im paranoid and im thinking too much.
Well maybe I am. but I know that my theory is correct.
Maybe you guys would like to correct me? Please do let me know. text me, comment on this post, whatsoever.
I cant stand talking about this either. I don't know what else to say.
Well, I shall stop here before my post becomes too offensive. heh.
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
hey hey hey~ back again!
time to share about my day i guess? hehe.
Wasnt late for school today! hah!
everything else was pretty normal -.- as usual......
ugh! it's stuff like this that always make my mind blank and i dont know what to blog about.
but it's okay, i'll think of something!
anyways, after school, went for band practice. like finally. after such a long break from band.
feels good to be back in band again...but the people in band seemed...erm, well lets not talk about it yeah.
so bla bla bla~ and that's it for today. hehe.
This week is normal school. and next week is Mother Tongue intensive before the school holidays -.- damn. must they do this? like hours of Chinese lesson. I totally suck in chinese man.
hmmm side track a little. i've been listening to a song recently.
Snow Patrol - What if the storm ends?
it's a really good song and it's the soundtrack of the upcoming movie ; EPIC.
Go check the movie trailer and the song!
Well, today's post shall be a bit short. but no worries. next few posts shall find more things to talk and share about.
shall end here~!
time to share about my day i guess? hehe.
Wasnt late for school today! hah!
everything else was pretty normal -.- as usual......
ugh! it's stuff like this that always make my mind blank and i dont know what to blog about.
but it's okay, i'll think of something!
anyways, after school, went for band practice. like finally. after such a long break from band.
feels good to be back in band again...but the people in band seemed...erm, well lets not talk about it yeah.
so bla bla bla~ and that's it for today. hehe.
This week is normal school. and next week is Mother Tongue intensive before the school holidays -.- damn. must they do this? like hours of Chinese lesson. I totally suck in chinese man.
hmmm side track a little. i've been listening to a song recently.
Snow Patrol - What if the storm ends?
it's a really good song and it's the soundtrack of the upcoming movie ; EPIC.
Go check the movie trailer and the song!
Well, today's post shall be a bit short. but no worries. next few posts shall find more things to talk and share about.
shall end here~!
Monday, May 20, 2013
Monday blues.
hey people! yay back on blogging. hehe.
Well, as usual, lets start from yesterday shall we?
-rewind-
Yesterday huh...hmmmm. I went to the Navy Open House.
Yeap, pretty rare for me to go such places but it's actually to accompany someone too.
The Open House was...nice i guess?
Well it was extremely hot and flooded with people and foreigners but put that aside and the Open House was pretty impressive i must say.
For a free-entry open house, i think they've done a good job.
Saw many naval warships and such.
Managed to queue and board the USS FREEDOM warship.
It's an American warhsip. Yes, real foreign warships with genuine ship crews.
Overall, it was quite a good day.
And as for today? As usual, late for school. hehe.
School today was boredom. total boredom. Got back our Mid-Year Exam results too. And i shall not talk about it. heh.
Well, since last night, i felt so lethargic in a good way.
I dont know how to explain this feeling or how to describe how i feel.
man, this is weird. heh!
I feel good, but i dont even know whether this feeling is good or bad...meaning is it beneficial to me or smth like that.
okay i have no idea what im talking about...
Days to come? Next week is the last week of school before the June holidays.
Am pretty packed and loaded up during this June holidays.
Have supplementary classes, outings, band practices, band camps and my band is going to Taiwan.
Yeah, quite a hectic June schedule. but will definitely have some free time i guess.
okaaaaayyyyy, that's all i guess?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm. yeap, thats about it.
Will blog again tomorrow!
Well, as usual, lets start from yesterday shall we?
-rewind-
Yesterday huh...hmmmm. I went to the Navy Open House.
Yeap, pretty rare for me to go such places but it's actually to accompany someone too.
The Open House was...nice i guess?
Well it was extremely hot and flooded with people and foreigners but put that aside and the Open House was pretty impressive i must say.
For a free-entry open house, i think they've done a good job.
Saw many naval warships and such.
Managed to queue and board the USS FREEDOM warship.
It's an American warhsip. Yes, real foreign warships with genuine ship crews.
Overall, it was quite a good day.
And as for today? As usual, late for school. hehe.
School today was boredom. total boredom. Got back our Mid-Year Exam results too. And i shall not talk about it. heh.
Well, since last night, i felt so lethargic in a good way.
I dont know how to explain this feeling or how to describe how i feel.
man, this is weird. heh!
I feel good, but i dont even know whether this feeling is good or bad...meaning is it beneficial to me or smth like that.
okay i have no idea what im talking about...
Days to come? Next week is the last week of school before the June holidays.
Am pretty packed and loaded up during this June holidays.
Have supplementary classes, outings, band practices, band camps and my band is going to Taiwan.
Yeah, quite a hectic June schedule. but will definitely have some free time i guess.
okaaaaayyyyy, that's all i guess?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm. yeap, thats about it.
Will blog again tomorrow!
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Weekends part 2.
Well, that's the end of Saturday.
It's almost 1am now...and I feel tired, yes. But I don't feel sleepy. In fact, I'm hungry. ._. Damn.
Life of a biker. Hahaha! Always hungry at the wrong time.
Today was...okay I guess? Was literally in zombie mode. No, really.
My mood was shallow. I kept quiet almost the entire day. I didn't have mood for anything. Didn't bother to check my phone often (it was quiet anw), my mind wasn't working, and my soul felt empty.
Yup, that was how I felt today.
I suspect that it has something to do with the dream I had last night that affected me.
Well at least the weather's nice.
You know, there is this huge major problem with me.
My mind.
It's the most powerful thing in the universe. I just realized.
My mind is....fascinating in both great and horrible ways.
I can over think. Yes. Everyone does. But for me, it's to the extend of detailed overthinkings and it can affect me so badly and sometimes even make me paranoid.
And the thing is...I don't even have to try. It comes naturally.
As long as I start thinking of something out of the blue or out of randomness, my mind continues the rest of it.
See how powerful it can be? And I can't stop. Really. I can't help it.
I can't stop no matter how much I want to. More like my mind is controlling me you see.
Lemme make things more interesting by giving you an example...
Hmmmmmmmmmm...lets see.
Let me watch a very disturbing horror movie and that's it.
I will not be able to sleep well for weeks. I'll think about it all the time and make it even worse.
I'll get so paranoid that it would affect my daily life and routines.
Well, that's just a small example of how my mind works.
If you think I'm boasting, then you should probably click the small red cross on the top right hand corner of this screen. Because I am not proud of having such a mind. It sucks, really.
Maybe that's why I should isolate myself more often.
Yeah...
Wanted to share more things but I guess that's it for the night.
Will share more stuff as posts go by.
No one likes to read something so wordy and clogged up with words anyway.
This post shall end here y'all.
It's almost 1am now...and I feel tired, yes. But I don't feel sleepy. In fact, I'm hungry. ._. Damn.
Life of a biker. Hahaha! Always hungry at the wrong time.
Today was...okay I guess? Was literally in zombie mode. No, really.
My mood was shallow. I kept quiet almost the entire day. I didn't have mood for anything. Didn't bother to check my phone often (it was quiet anw), my mind wasn't working, and my soul felt empty.
Yup, that was how I felt today.
I suspect that it has something to do with the dream I had last night that affected me.
Well at least the weather's nice.
You know, there is this huge major problem with me.
My mind.
It's the most powerful thing in the universe. I just realized.
My mind is....fascinating in both great and horrible ways.
I can over think. Yes. Everyone does. But for me, it's to the extend of detailed overthinkings and it can affect me so badly and sometimes even make me paranoid.
And the thing is...I don't even have to try. It comes naturally.
As long as I start thinking of something out of the blue or out of randomness, my mind continues the rest of it.
See how powerful it can be? And I can't stop. Really. I can't help it.
I can't stop no matter how much I want to. More like my mind is controlling me you see.
Lemme make things more interesting by giving you an example...
Hmmmmmmmmmm...lets see.
Let me watch a very disturbing horror movie and that's it.
I will not be able to sleep well for weeks. I'll think about it all the time and make it even worse.
I'll get so paranoid that it would affect my daily life and routines.
Well, that's just a small example of how my mind works.
If you think I'm boasting, then you should probably click the small red cross on the top right hand corner of this screen. Because I am not proud of having such a mind. It sucks, really.
Maybe that's why I should isolate myself more often.
Yeah...
Wanted to share more things but I guess that's it for the night.
Will share more stuff as posts go by.
No one likes to read something so wordy and clogged up with words anyway.
This post shall end here y'all.
Friday, May 17, 2013
Weekends.
Well, good afternoon earthlings. It is now exactly 12pm. On a cold and chilly Saturday afternoon.
I must say, I love the weather. No doubt about it.
It's dark, gloomy, cold, windy and just feels so....nice.
I love the weather. I know I'm weird. Cos usually people would love sunny days. Lol.
Anyways, yesterday first.
Well after I went to ride with the birthday boy yesterday, the both of us came to a conclusion.
Yesterday, there was something very wrong with the world.
Everything just seemed wrong. It's quiet, very quiet. Everyone seems to be hiding somewhere or minding their own business. Streets are quiet, social networks are quiet. Damn. We almost went mad. What a depressing day. Phone was darn quiet as well.
After that, went home to rest. So I did.
Then slowly packed my stuff to move over to my new house.
Dinner last night with mum was awesome too. We went to this authentic Japanese restaurant that sells ramen.
Food was really good, service was acceptable and price was moderately affordable.
Well, I sometimes feel awkward and uncomfortable going to such traditional restaurants cos I'm afraid that certain things I do that I'm unaware of might offend their tradition or culture. Yeah. Paranoid. Hehe.
So here I am, on my bed. In my new house. Without wifi....-.-
Using my phone to blog. The power of technology, yes.
Plans for today? Not very sure too. Just hope it wouldn't bore me to death.
That's about it I guess?
Will blog again soon!
I must say, I love the weather. No doubt about it.
It's dark, gloomy, cold, windy and just feels so....nice.
I love the weather. I know I'm weird. Cos usually people would love sunny days. Lol.
Anyways, yesterday first.
Well after I went to ride with the birthday boy yesterday, the both of us came to a conclusion.
Yesterday, there was something very wrong with the world.
Everything just seemed wrong. It's quiet, very quiet. Everyone seems to be hiding somewhere or minding their own business. Streets are quiet, social networks are quiet. Damn. We almost went mad. What a depressing day. Phone was darn quiet as well.
After that, went home to rest. So I did.
Then slowly packed my stuff to move over to my new house.
Dinner last night with mum was awesome too. We went to this authentic Japanese restaurant that sells ramen.
Food was really good, service was acceptable and price was moderately affordable.
Well, I sometimes feel awkward and uncomfortable going to such traditional restaurants cos I'm afraid that certain things I do that I'm unaware of might offend their tradition or culture. Yeah. Paranoid. Hehe.
So here I am, on my bed. In my new house. Without wifi....-.-
Using my phone to blog. The power of technology, yes.
Plans for today? Not very sure too. Just hope it wouldn't bore me to death.
That's about it I guess?
Will blog again soon!
Thursday, May 16, 2013
TGIF! yeap! it's friday people! yaaaaaay.
but....i dont seem to have any plans...shucks. :/
okay wait wait...yesterday first!
hmmmm. yesterday was learning journey. yup. some kind of out-of-class activity.
Went to URA building. Urban Development Agency. Learnt about Singapore's history bla bla.
and god, i swear it was boring. felt so helpless too cos it was damn boring and theres nothing i could do about it. haha.
so after the trip, didnt know where to go. was so free. hehe. Friends and I decided to go play pool. Unfortunately, the placae we went was closed -.- bitch. so we went for bowling at Bukit Batok! :)
Had much fun there. bowling balls and eating hehe.
after that? i went home .___. yeah. i slept. cos im still sick anw.
slept for about 2-3 hours? then woke up and did some productive stuff such as doing the laundry and cleaning the floor. Around 8+, waited for a friend downstairs my house to help him install his new wheelset and damn was it tedious. haha!
Since when did i become a bike technician?? haha! but its okay. was pretty successful anyway.
So that was yesterday! :)
And for today? hmmm. here i am once again in front of my lappy listening to songs and typing this...
probably going for a ride with a friend soon for breakfast. after that erm....i dont know what to do anymore. any ideas anyone? it's a friday! i dont wanna waste my precious fridays doing nothing.
okay now theres some idiot drilling -.- i hate that so much.
what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do??? awwww :(
Will blog again soon! :) prolly later today!
note to self of the day : i have to stop living in the past. i must stop living in the past.
but....i dont seem to have any plans...shucks. :/
okay wait wait...yesterday first!
hmmmm. yesterday was learning journey. yup. some kind of out-of-class activity.
Went to URA building. Urban Development Agency. Learnt about Singapore's history bla bla.
and god, i swear it was boring. felt so helpless too cos it was damn boring and theres nothing i could do about it. haha.
so after the trip, didnt know where to go. was so free. hehe. Friends and I decided to go play pool. Unfortunately, the placae we went was closed -.- bitch. so we went for bowling at Bukit Batok! :)
Had much fun there. bowling balls and eating hehe.
after that? i went home .___. yeah. i slept. cos im still sick anw.
slept for about 2-3 hours? then woke up and did some productive stuff such as doing the laundry and cleaning the floor. Around 8+, waited for a friend downstairs my house to help him install his new wheelset and damn was it tedious. haha!
Since when did i become a bike technician?? haha! but its okay. was pretty successful anyway.
So that was yesterday! :)
And for today? hmmm. here i am once again in front of my lappy listening to songs and typing this...
probably going for a ride with a friend soon for breakfast. after that erm....i dont know what to do anymore. any ideas anyone? it's a friday! i dont wanna waste my precious fridays doing nothing.
okay now theres some idiot drilling -.- i hate that so much.
what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do??? awwww :(
Will blog again soon! :) prolly later today!
note to self of the day : i have to stop living in the past. i must stop living in the past.
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
back on blog.
oh wow. blog. its been ages since i last been here. i forgot what brought me back here again but...oh well.
Decided to create a new blog. reason is simple ; just wanna start a new and simple blog where i can share my thoughts and feelings.
hmmmm, well, my life hasnt been blooming with great things recently. As usual, just the same'ol crap everyday. hmmmm, lets start from....last week?
Last week was still the exam week. Had pretty hard times trying to get myself to focus and study. Dont know why but it doesnt seem possible. Even if i manage to do it, it doesnt last long. Last Friday, went cycling with some friends. ride, jump, fall, as usual. :) Then i went to my new house. It's at Tanjong Pagar. Yeah i know, far. i agree with you but, what choice do i have?
So to clear things out, i now live in 2 places. One, is with my aunt during weekdays at Jurong. Two, is my new house at Tanjong Pagar during the weekends. havoc. pfft.
aaaaanyways, during the weekends, checked out the house, helped to unpack some stuff and such. and last Sunday which was mother's day, i caught a fever. yup! Woke up in the morning with a temperature of 38.1. bam! felt like shit. haha.
bla bla bla...
Yesterday was my last paper. yay! end of the Mid-Year Exams. well, not the end of the O-levels but still, something worth being happy for. hehe.
I shall not tell everything i did in detail. cos that would be too...revealing i guess? maybe only on certain stuffs.
So here i am...sitting in front of my lappy typing this.
It's raining heavily now. Thunderstorm i suppose. i like it! especially when it's at night.
My fever's gone down. but my flu is acting up. so is my cough. damn.
bought 2 nice shirts at Uniqlo just now. damn were they expensive.
2 shirts for almost $40. ahh, it's not everyday that i shop. so it's alright!
Tomorrow? I have some crappy learning journet thingy in school. -.-
yeah...dont ask. i dont wanna be there too but i have to. oh well, at least theres friends..!
not very sure what am i gonna do after that anyway.
Well, that's about it i guess? just a rough summary of my recent life.
will blog again soon. definitely! :)
ps. dont ask about the URL.
Note to self of the day : Be more ignorant. You care too much for nothing.
Decided to create a new blog. reason is simple ; just wanna start a new and simple blog where i can share my thoughts and feelings.
hmmmm, well, my life hasnt been blooming with great things recently. As usual, just the same'ol crap everyday. hmmmm, lets start from....last week?
Last week was still the exam week. Had pretty hard times trying to get myself to focus and study. Dont know why but it doesnt seem possible. Even if i manage to do it, it doesnt last long. Last Friday, went cycling with some friends. ride, jump, fall, as usual. :) Then i went to my new house. It's at Tanjong Pagar. Yeah i know, far. i agree with you but, what choice do i have?
So to clear things out, i now live in 2 places. One, is with my aunt during weekdays at Jurong. Two, is my new house at Tanjong Pagar during the weekends. havoc. pfft.
aaaaanyways, during the weekends, checked out the house, helped to unpack some stuff and such. and last Sunday which was mother's day, i caught a fever. yup! Woke up in the morning with a temperature of 38.1. bam! felt like shit. haha.
bla bla bla...
Yesterday was my last paper. yay! end of the Mid-Year Exams. well, not the end of the O-levels but still, something worth being happy for. hehe.
I shall not tell everything i did in detail. cos that would be too...revealing i guess? maybe only on certain stuffs.
So here i am...sitting in front of my lappy typing this.
It's raining heavily now. Thunderstorm i suppose. i like it! especially when it's at night.
My fever's gone down. but my flu is acting up. so is my cough. damn.
bought 2 nice shirts at Uniqlo just now. damn were they expensive.
2 shirts for almost $40. ahh, it's not everyday that i shop. so it's alright!
Tomorrow? I have some crappy learning journet thingy in school. -.-
yeah...dont ask. i dont wanna be there too but i have to. oh well, at least theres friends..!
not very sure what am i gonna do after that anyway.
Well, that's about it i guess? just a rough summary of my recent life.
will blog again soon. definitely! :)
ps. dont ask about the URL.
Note to self of the day : Be more ignorant. You care too much for nothing.
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