crap...i forgot what i wanted to blog T.T
Had something in mind to blog about but i just cant seem to remember it now.
hmmm, lemme think, lemme think. what is it.....................................
okay forget it, cant remember. >< shall just go with the flow and see if it comes naturally.
Hmmm, next week is the last week of school.
yes, it's actually quite saddening to me...
Cause after schooling for 6 years, you've had so much experiences, fun and memories in the school that you just cant bear to leave it. It seems to be a part of me now. And now i'm like finally graduating, so the feeling is just quite sad i guess.
But at the same time, it's quite a joyous and happy thing to know.
Why? because i'm moving on to the next step in life. yeah, everyone has to go through the same thing.
And also happy because if i graduate, it also means that i dont have to see certain people anymore!
yes, thats indeed a good thing. because looking at these people's face is inevitable in school...and by looking at them, my mood would just go like that and i would just feel frustrated, disappointed bla bla bla.
So i guess it's a good thing that im graduating soon too.
One of the other questions that people love to ask?
When are you going to find a girlfriend? It's a good question to ask actually.
And as for me? Well, i dont plan on finding one any time soon. yeah.
Why? because i'm still kindaaaaaaaa heartbroken. mmhmm.
My previous ex was one of the best i ever had and when things ended, i had absolutely no control over it and it left quite a big impact in my life. Literally. After that day where we arent tgt anymore, i couldnt sleep, i couldnt eat, i couldnt do anything properly. Cant stay focused on anything at all. To the extend that i started feeling fatigue, i started falling sick and my grades started dropping. I just felt like giving up on everything else and life didnt seem worth living at all. Someone told me that i'm damn devoted to her. Well, devoted is a strong word and i guess you can say that. It has been almost 7 months since we broke up and i'm still trying really hard to get over her everyday. But to me, it seems that she has no problem moving on at all. she seems perfectly fine and i guess she will find someone soon.
Let's drop this topic. Dont wish to talk about it anymore.
Flashbacks are coming back. Stop.
Plans after exams?
1. Work. to get money of course, duh.
2. Have a chalet. (already planned)
3. Go to USS at least twice.
4. Go to river safari AGAIN.
5. Go to adventure cove or sea aquarium.
6. Pursue my cycling hobby as much as i can.
7. Invest on my bicycle.
These are my main plans i guess. The rest are in tiny details and are still awaiting confirmation and such.
hmmmm, i guess i shall stop here.
The moment i started talking about her, i dont feel good.
so, tata. will update again soon.
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