Weekends part 2.

Well, that's the end of Saturday.
It's almost 1am now...and I feel tired, yes. But I don't feel sleepy. In fact, I'm hungry. ._. Damn.
Life of a biker. Hahaha! Always hungry at the wrong time.

Today was...okay I guess? Was literally in zombie mode. No, really.
My mood was shallow. I kept quiet almost the entire day. I didn't have mood for anything. Didn't bother to check my phone often (it was quiet anw), my mind wasn't working, and my soul felt empty.
Yup, that was how I felt today.
I suspect that it has something to do with the dream I had last night that affected me.
Well at least the weather's nice.

You know, there is this huge major problem with me.
My mind.
It's the most powerful thing in the universe. I just realized.
My mind is....fascinating in both great and horrible ways.
I can over think. Yes. Everyone does. But for me, it's to the extend of detailed overthinkings and it can affect me so badly and sometimes even make me paranoid.
And the thing is...I don't even have to try. It comes naturally.
As long as I start thinking of something out of the blue or out of randomness, my mind continues the rest of it.
See how powerful it can be? And I can't stop. Really. I can't help it.
I can't stop no matter how much I want to. More like my mind is controlling me you see.
Lemme make things more interesting by giving you an example...
Hmmmmmmmmmm...lets see.
Let me watch a very disturbing horror movie and that's it.
I will not be able to sleep well for weeks. I'll think about it all the time and make it even worse.
I'll get so paranoid that it would affect my daily life and routines.
Well, that's just a small example of how my mind works.
If you think I'm boasting, then you should probably click the small red cross on the top right hand corner of this screen. Because I am not proud of having such a mind. It sucks, really.
Maybe that's why I should isolate myself more often.
Yeah...

Wanted to share more things but I guess that's it for the night.
Will share more stuff as posts go by.
No one likes to read something so wordy and clogged up with words anyway.
This post shall end here y'all.