greetings once again~!
it's a typical sunday afternoon.
boring and a little tired. my body is sore. especially my arms.
Due to work last friday. hehehe. but am fine. will recover soon.
Well, at least the weather is fine.
Dark skies, gloomy atmosphere and its cold. just how i like it. hehe!
Currently listening to some christmas carols played by TKWO, Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra.
They're a professional band. i dont know why im listening to christmas carols anyway, but they sound good. hehe.

Looking through a score now too. Stand by me.
Everyone knows that song. its so famous. light jazz and swing song.
Planning to have it printed out to try it together with my graduating batch. mmhmm. a performance.

Am supposed to be working later today again.
But decided to call it off. Instead, my friend would be substituting me, so its fine.
Why i didnt wanna go to work? i dont feel good and i dont know why.
For the past 4-5 days, i have not been sleeping well at all.
I keep tossing and  turning and just cant get to sleep. i really dont know why.
And i have not been eating like how i normally should. Have been eating lesser and lesser appetite.
All i can say and feel is that something is bothering me and i dont know what.
Everyone morning when i wake up and every night before i go to sleep, i feel troubled and feel that something is bothering me.
how how how....
Could it be you...? sigh.not again.
Did you like curse me or put a spell on me that caused me to be like this. heh.

anyways, tomorrow will be heading down to school for band games. yeah, sort of.
After which im going to work. hopefully will be able to work.
Then im free for the week until saturday which is my 4 day band camp. yay. hehe.

Anyway yesterday's band practice was weird...to me.
I am so not used to being and ROD. or a member of the graduating batch.
Cause i have been a bandsmen for too long and have been accustomed to it.
So, to suddenly be a graduating batch feels really weird.
Everything is different now.
During parade, i hear the marches played by the band in surround sound. haha.
Cause my contingent is standing all the way up front.
I have to shout some weird timings during the change of the ranks and dressings.
Then during the march pass, we have to salute. which is kinda cool.
Well, i guess my time as a bandsmen is over. finally over.
My time in band is up. time for me to go and let someone else take over.
It's actually quite saddening too. hmmmm.
Well, i guess thats all for now.
Will update again!