since im pretty bored and using my lappy, why not blog. heh.
It's a lazy Sunday afternoon.
Actually its about to be evening. It's almost 630pm now.
I woke up pretty late today.
Just felt the sudden urge to sleep longer, and so i did.
Didnt do much today, well, its sunday anyway. Nothing much i can do.
Getting more bored as the days go by. bored and lonely.
And you've been wondering what have i been doing. hehe.
Wont say it here.

Anyways, i feel...different.
I dont know man. Whether is it a good or bad thing.
It feels like a good difference but i dont know how to explain it.
It just feels better i guess?
Oh what am i talking about. I just feel that my life has changed and everything seems different to me now.
I still happen to have some old memories stored in my head but majority of them have probably been erased or something i dont know.
I feel weird, different and changed. yup.
Yes, i agree that i definitely feel much lonelier and anything else related to that.
But there is something else other than that.
and THAT is what i cant seem to explain or know.
Heh, oh well, as long as its a good feeling then i guess i wont have to bother so much eh. hehe.

sometimes i just feel like closing down this blog.
Why? because even though i still blog, occasionally, i cant seem to be bothered to keep it alive. heh.
But, will not close this blog down. Will just keep it idle, dead or with constant updates.
Will have to see my mood on whether i feel like blogging or not too actually.
If my mood isnt as good, then my posts will be short and boring and you wont enjoy reading it either. heh.
Yeah, no worries, will not close down this blog. Will still update it whenever possible.
And though no one or only a few people read this, it's okay.
I dont want many people reading my blog anyway. Just a small number or none at all is fine.
Im okay with it. Anyway the reason for me having a blog is just to share about events in my life and talk about certain things, not to attract attention or whatever.

oh yeah, my sickness? its recovering well.
Finally feeling much better than before. Thanks goodness.
Finally pulled through being very very sick for more than 1 week.
Thats just horrible. heh.
okay well, i have nothing more to say for now.
It is a boring Sunday anyway. toodles!