hey guys! time to blog again.
am really sorry for the sudden MIA every once in awhile.
i dont have my own laptop you see, whenever i blog, i always use my brothers laptop. and hes most of the time using it as well. so i can only blog when hes not using it. sorry!
anyways, now that im back blogging, will start before band camp...

-rewind-

3 days before band camp, i woke up one morning feeling fatigue and nauseous.
next thing i know, i was puking out last night's supper.
After that i felt better and i tot it was all over. But after awhile, i started feeling very very very uncomfortable again. So i decided to eat an apple and medicine.
an hour later, i vomited again.
Thats when i realized something was very wrong with me.
i took my temperature and it shot up to 38.5.
So yeah, was having a bad fever and vomiting.
On that day itself, i ate absolutely nothing except 2 biscuits for the entire day.
The following days were much better, no more vomitings but still felt nauseous.
One night before band camp, i ate this weird shit medicine.
One side of the cover was written in some alien ancient chinese and the other side was written in some thai language. i couldnt understand shit.
All i knew was that i was suppose to eat this medicine that was in powder form and it smelled and tasted worse than crap. It was spicy as hell. i swear. and better as panadol. its the worst thing you would ever want to eat. and i had to eat 2 bottles of it.
After taking that, i was hoping that i would be better cause the following morning was already band camp.
That morning when i woke up, i felt a whole lot better. damn, that was close.
So of course, i carried on with band camp life.
If any of you are curious about how the medicine looks like, let me know. i can take a photo and show you guys. tastes worse than shit. but cures like a potion. hehehe.

Anyways, so i was in band camp........surviving. heh.
Wasnt that bad as an ROD. Life is much easier as an ROD in band camp. duh.
We were loaded with tasks and things to do and were always preoccupied.
We had to do 2 major banners, parades, and performances for the Passing Out Parade.
That was how busy we were.
We had sleepless nights. Everyone did their best and slept at 3am and woke up at 630-7am.
Well, thats band camp and thats how we survive.
Band taught us to endure through the worse conditions ever. and its really effective.
Now that band camp is over, POP is just next week.
Next Saturday, to be exact. An official Passing Out Parade. Finally.

Well, i just came back from swimming with my friends.
Awesome day. really tiring. busy swimming and playing bla bla bla.
Got burned by the sun. now im red. literally. not joking.
From my waist up, im red. from my waist down, im just tanned.
thats how bad the sunburn was. haha.
My face is red too. red nose. jinrong the red nose reindeer, had a very shiny nose. k stop.

So im going to collect my marathon race pack tomorrow with my friends.
Then idk already. heh.
Saturday is another day of band and Sunday is my race day.
Excited much. but dont really feel prepared for it. :/
It's gnna be really really tough,
A test of both physical and mental fitness.
Well, band has taught us both. time to apply them effectively. hehe.

Will try my best to continue updating my blog.
seem to be gaining more readers.
thats nice to know. heh.
Will blog maybe every 2-3 days. yup.
okay, thats all for now i guess.
toodles!

greetings once again~!
it's a typical sunday afternoon.
boring and a little tired. my body is sore. especially my arms.
Due to work last friday. hehehe. but am fine. will recover soon.
Well, at least the weather is fine.
Dark skies, gloomy atmosphere and its cold. just how i like it. hehe!
Currently listening to some christmas carols played by TKWO, Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra.
They're a professional band. i dont know why im listening to christmas carols anyway, but they sound good. hehe.

Looking through a score now too. Stand by me.
Everyone knows that song. its so famous. light jazz and swing song.
Planning to have it printed out to try it together with my graduating batch. mmhmm. a performance.

Am supposed to be working later today again.
But decided to call it off. Instead, my friend would be substituting me, so its fine.
Why i didnt wanna go to work? i dont feel good and i dont know why.
For the past 4-5 days, i have not been sleeping well at all.
I keep tossing and  turning and just cant get to sleep. i really dont know why.
And i have not been eating like how i normally should. Have been eating lesser and lesser appetite.
All i can say and feel is that something is bothering me and i dont know what.
Everyone morning when i wake up and every night before i go to sleep, i feel troubled and feel that something is bothering me.
how how how....
Could it be you...? sigh.not again.
Did you like curse me or put a spell on me that caused me to be like this. heh.

anyways, tomorrow will be heading down to school for band games. yeah, sort of.
After which im going to work. hopefully will be able to work.
Then im free for the week until saturday which is my 4 day band camp. yay. hehe.

Anyway yesterday's band practice was weird...to me.
I am so not used to being and ROD. or a member of the graduating batch.
Cause i have been a bandsmen for too long and have been accustomed to it.
So, to suddenly be a graduating batch feels really weird.
Everything is different now.
During parade, i hear the marches played by the band in surround sound. haha.
Cause my contingent is standing all the way up front.
I have to shout some weird timings during the change of the ranks and dressings.
Then during the march pass, we have to salute. which is kinda cool.
Well, i guess my time as a bandsmen is over. finally over.
My time in band is up. time for me to go and let someone else take over.
It's actually quite saddening too. hmmmm.
Well, i guess thats all for now.
Will update again!

helllluuuuu~
So it's a boring and dead thursday afternoon.
Have no plans at all as usual.
You know what, one fine day, ill just drop dead and die from boredom.
It's too boring and dull until my body is not able to accept the sudden and extreme change so it decides to shut down and leave me dead. haha.
What an imagination i have. but really. it feels that way.
It's so so boring. If i have a game console or smth better to do at home then im fine with it.
But no....i have absolutely nothing to do at home. its so boring.
Unless someone comes over to my house. then thats a different story. hehe.
okay shall tell you a little secret.
It's now almost 4pm and i havent bathed. HAHA. shhhhh.
Dont blame me. it's just too boring until my body decides to not do anything because its too meaningless. haha but dont worry, will bathe as soon as im done with this post.

So currently, just rotting at home. literally. can just die from it.
ugh.
My holidays have yet to start man.
Meaning it has yet to begin with all the fun and programmes.
Rather than just waking up every morning and cracking my brain to think what to do and how to spend my day.
maybe i should.....hmmmmm...

I'm working tomorrow. another tiring day. gosh.
Well, beats staying at home i guess. heh.
i need a life man.
oh wait, maybe i already do. hehe.

i really dont know what to blog about now.
my brain is simply blank and its not functioning. damn.
maybe its time for me to find a girlfriend. HAHAHAHAH NOOOOOOOOOO.
Im just freaking kidding. no way im gonna look for one.
at least not now.
Because theres still someone who holds quite a special place in my heart.
So its a no.
Well, have been feeling quite lonely recently.
lonely and quiet. its both a good and bad thing i guess.
I want it to be quiet.......but with you inside only.
i have no idea what am i talking about now. :x
or maybe i do....but it just doesnt make sense to those who read it. haha.
okay shall end here.
Man, im so free since after the exams. hah.
okay will update again soon.

hey there!
well guess what...........EXAMS ARE OVER!!! YEEEEAAAAYYYY!
hehehehe, im really glad and relieved that its all over.
But now im wondering how did i do. will i pass? or fail....
hais. its quite a scary thought knowing that i dont have confidence in academics too.
oh well, like what the chief examiner told all of us.
"It doesnt matter anymore what results you get cause youve already tried your best. Whether youve done well or done not so well, life still goes on and theres still something for you to do."
I totally agree with him. Well at least it makes ppl like me feel a little better inside. hehe.

So, after months and weeks of stress, pressure bla bla bla, its finally all over.
Now to me, life seems a little meaningless now. haahah.
Why? because every morning when we wake up, we have an objective to go to school and spend our day there and our goals were to do well for tests and exams.
But now, we have already graduated from the school and we have already completed our exams.
Theres nothing more for us to do.
Even if there are, it would mean to set new goals and objectives in life.
Well, ive already set mine ;) for the holidays at least.

As stated in my previous post, i have quite a packed schedule this holidays.
Apart from all the plans that i already have, im very free.
I'm definitely not gonna work like some mad dog or a workaholic.
Firstly, it's not my thing. Secondly, it isnt an easy job. It's really tiring and energy consuming.
Im going back to band this saturday.
I have work on Friday which is prom night but im not attending, band on saturday and work again on sunday.

I woke up today feeling rather good.
Because for the first time, i can wake up any time i want and have no worries when im awake.
It's like im so carefree. hehe.
It's a gloomy tuesday to begin with. It rained.
And now it dark, cold and wet. i like it!
However, i'm plan-less as usual.
sigh, that is the extreme disadvantage of having such long holidays.
You dont know what to do. and you always wake up without any plans.
And that sucks a lot man.
Am always wanting to go out and looking for ppl to go out with but.....yeah.
i want to go out with you. :x hehe kidding. shhhh.
It's about 310pm now. and i have some small plans.
Going to wash up and go out now.
Gonna go down to Jurong area to cut my hair at my fav barber shop and meet up with some friends to chill.
bleh.
okay thats all for now!
Will definitely update again soon. Since im so free now.
toodles~

plans, plans, plans...

aloha~! time for another update!
okay so it's friday today. Marks the end of another week and the start of the weekends.
Last paper is this coming monday.
and man i sure cant wait for it. haha!
Usually we wont want exams to come so fast and neither will we be looking forward to them.
BUT, everyone's looking forward for the last paper. hehe!
Savouring the moments. mmmmmmmm~

Anyways, i'm working later. yeah, started working already.
I'll be working in the same hotel as i worked in last year.
St. Regis. mmhmm. nothing new. though the hotel has made a few changes.
Looking forward to starting work. why? simple. so that i can start earning some of my own cash to buy whatever i need and want and to buy something for someone.
Also looking forward cause i wont have to rot at home almost everyday dying from boredom.
At least im working, killing time and earning money at the same time.
Killing 2 birds with 1 stone. hehe.
Well, im also working with friends. So that makes it slightly less boring and more fun i guess.
however, my experience last year wasnt that good. Probably it would be better now. i really hope so.
I still remember why i worked last year. For 1 simple reason.
I worked to earn cash (duh) to bring someone out as often as possible and to stuff related to that.
i dont want to mention everything. Public blog still needs some privacy yknow.
Anyway, that was the main reason why i worked last year, otherwise, i wouldnt have bothered working.
So....i pretty much remember some of the staff there. Majority grown ups. and if you think im gonna find a girlfriend there, then youre as dumb as hell. I go there to work. Nothing else.
Not interested in anyone. No. At least not from there.

Well, have most of my holidays planned and scheduled.
This month, i have to celebrate the end of O levels, attend band practices from 16th onwards, invited to Legoland on dk when, have band camp from the 23-26 and have to collect my marathon race pack on either 28,29 or 30th.
For December, I have the Standard Chartered Marathon on the 1st (42.195km),  I have my Passing Out Parade on the 7th (like finally graduating), and i have a chalet somewhere from 15-19 i think. forgot the dates. haha! yeah. am pretty packed huh.
These are just the main events that are going to happen.
Still have to add in work, time for myself, time with friends and not forgetting you.
Yeah, so that pretty much sums up my 2 month holiday programme for myself. hehehe.
Im sure that there will be some other events popping out suddenly.
But that's all i know for now.

hmmmm, i dont know about you, but i feel that things are slowly falling apart. for most of us.
Friends who were once very close and bonded with you now drifted away and lost.
People whom you thought you could trust end up betraying you.
Special people and friends in your lives that you could rely on and feel comfortable being around them now all changed and gone.
yeah...that sucks. and that shouldnt be how we end 2013.
Well, i have to admit, 2013 was indeed a very fast and shitty year.
Well at least for me. not sure about you guys.
Many bad things happened in 2013 for me. From the beginning till now. bleh.
But all is not lost! there are many good things that happened too! ;)
Good things that would rarely happen or even never happen again at all.
But i gotta say, it was more to the shitty side.
And im really glad that the year's coming to an end.
Well i guess what they say is true, 13 is a superstitious number.
Thank goodness its all ending.

Okay, i guess thats all for now?
Will update again soon as usual.
Meanwhile, enjoy your Friday and weekends!
(imy)

Olah~ time to update once again.
Well, the days are getting boring.
Why? Because I'm in between the transition of the upcoming last few papers and freedom.
It's like you want to have fun but can't cause of the remaining papers. Stupid feeling.

Anyways, I just quarreled with my bro. What an asshole. What an idiot.
I seriously hate quarreling with him. Not cause my heart will be painful.
But because whenever I quarrel with him, I get very very angry.
Like now.
Let's just make it short. Don't wish to repeat everything again.
Afraid that I'd get angry again.
What happen? Simple.
He just loves taking all my stuffs without permission and using it. And then treating it as if the things were his. What a bitch. -.-
This really pisses me off.
I don't mind sharing with him, nothing wrong with that. But AT LEAST have the most basic courtesy of asking me first.
Seriously? That's just damn bloody annoying. It feels like as if nothing in this house personally belongs to me.
He doesn't ask at all. Just take and use. Who won't be pissed man. Cmon.
Ugh. Nvm shall stop talking about it. Seriously pisses me off.

Okay change topic. Pfft.
Hmmm it's 1120pm now. And I'm hungry. Damn it. Time to cook and eat Maggie.
Bad points of having such a high metabolism. Sucks.
I feel like blogging about someone now but....naa.
I don't want to make this blog a stereotype one. Let's just talk about general topics.
You know...sometimes I really wonder who reads my blog.
And I wonder even more whether are you reading all this.
Hmmm but oh well. Will never know.

Okay not really tired. But need to sleep cause I'm going over to band tomorrow.
And I'm hungry......roar.
I wish I had a cat. I told my parents to adopt one.
They said "we will adopt any pet but a cat"
Sighhhhhh. Damn it.
My dream of keeping cats are gone. Shucks. :(
It's okay, when I grow up, I'll adopt them! Hehehehe.
I have soft spots for cats. Meow.
I have this indescribable feeling for them.
Fuzzy fluffy little things. Hehehe. Okay stop.
Okay I think I shall go eat now.
So...will update more interesting stuff again soon.
Watch out for more posts!