It's a Sunday afternoon and the clock has passed 12pm. 

Actually, I didn't have the mood to blog now...cos I just don't feel good. 

Meaning I woke up feeling alright but a few things made my mood go down. So...yeah. I'm actually not in the mood to socialize. 

But nonetheless, I shall update a new post and let it be. Maybe I can share some feelings too? Maybe not. 

Let's start from yesterday shall we. 

Woke up at 8am yesterday, cos my parents decided to go to the zoo. T.T yeah...of all places. 

So we went there early in the morning. Well, it wasn't that bad. Got to see some really cute animals. Heh. After zoo, we went to have lunch and then went to queensway to buy my new shoe. 

Bought myself a nike running shoe, mainly cause my old shoe is pretty much torn and I have to season this new shoe before the start of the marathon. 

After getting my shoe, went back home and just rested. Felt really tired and lethargic. Guess my body isn't used to waking up early on the weekends anymore. 

And as for today? Yeah, I've mentioned it just now. 

Woke up feeling fine. Just that a few things messed my mood up. Sigh. 

Even if I were to share what happened, I don't even know how to express it out nor phrase it in words. 

Just simply down. That's all. 

Maybe it's just me thinking too much? I don't really know. But I assume that it's just me overthinking which is why I feel this way. 

Maybe small trivial matters didn't really matter to me, but I keep thinking about it until it affects me. Either that, OR these matters really affect me the way it is. 

Sigh. 

The days of schooling are finally coming to an end. Sadly. 

Life would be so different after secondary school life. 

We would lose contact and relations with those that were once very close to us. 

Okay...I'm getting a little too emotional. 

I better stop here. 

Take care. Will update soon. 

blogging once again~
hmmm, as usual, thinking where to start. Let's start off with this week shall we?
Well, this week sure is one hell of a week. It's only Wednesday and i feel almost dead.
Why? cause this whole week is loaded with mock exams.......yeah. sucks.
It's really tiring. have to revise for Os and at the same time study for these mock exams. whuuut.

Okay so here i am in front of the screen of my lappy typing this. as always.
have some things to share. :]
Firstly, i just cant wait for the O levels to end. really cant wait. have so many plans and things to do.
Besides, it's really stressful, pressuring and tiring these few weeks.
Secondly, i have signed up for the Standard Chartered Marathon. yes.
It's the second marathon im gonna ever run in my life. and this isnt just any marathon, it's a freaking 42.195km run. madness, i know. but hey, if you wanna do something you really love, why not go big right?
so yeah, i'm now an official participant of the Standard Chartered Marathon. Already registered and paid the registration fee of $95. That's the main highlight of my life now currently.
Well not really, cos the run is on 1st December. So until then, my life is pretty much the same thing everyday.

For those of my readers who read my blog frequently and think that i'm going to hint or tell out who i like etc bla bla. dont worry, it wont happen. At least not here.
I'll always remember that this is a public blog. so what i say would really matter.
But no worries my dear curious readers, as of now, i'm not into anyone. not really.
Still in the midst of getting over the past and still reminiscing about her.
Besides, i think she has already moved on completely and probably found someone new. If not now, i'm sure very soon. come on, so many people are attracted to her. It's just a matter of time before she finds someone new. but for me? naaaa. i guess i'll just stay like this for a very long time. afraid and scared of love now. 
And if whoever reads my blog and decides to start spreading rumours about me or anything else related, please go ahead. I have better things to do and bother about.
If gossiping and spreading rumours is your hobby and what you do best during your free time, then go ahead, aint gonna stop you.

I really cannot be bothered with such people anymore.
People who judge, people who gossip and spout rubbish. really not bothered at all.
Had enough of such things and people in my life already. It's time for a change, for me.
Yeah, its hard and takes time but it's gonna be worth it, im sure.
All i have to say is, some things and some people are just not worth it.
Not worth my effort, not worth my time and so on.
okay shhhhhhh.
That's it for today okay?
I cant continue anymore, otherwise i would just turn emotional. hehe.
Next post will be very soon. toodles~

hey hi hello. 

blog blog blog~ hmmm, what should i blog about today? lets see...

hmmm, am currently fiddling with my iPhone. Updating to the latest iOS7 software and at the same time restoring my iPhone. 

The new software looks cool on my phone. it makes my phone look like a computer or some super-tech shit. haha. but honestly, i dont like it. why? because it's starting to look like Android softwares. This is where Apple starts losing it's originality. 

It really looks and feels like an Android software to me. dont really like it. 

But nonetheless, have to update it cos sooner or later, it would be a need to update to this software otherwise my phone wont work. heh.  Life of an Apple user. 

So...as i'm waiting for my phone to restore, here i am, blogging. 

Oh and i dont understand ppl who ask for the URL of my blog, read it and then complain that it's full of crap and they dont like it. 

Dude -.- firstly, you asked for the URL yourself. 

Secondly, no one asked you to read it.

Thirdly, if you dont like it, just click the X button on the top right corner of this page.

No one asked you to read it nor check on it. 

This is my blog, i blog and say whatever i want with consideration that this is a public blog  and i have to mind what i say. 

This blog and it's posts are for people who enjoy reading my posts and are interested to see what i'm blogging. 

It's not meant for you losers to read and start blabbering that this is a crappy blog etc.

So please, if you dont like it, dont ever come back to read it again. Simple. 

Well, it's close to the year end O level exams. Time really flies huh.

After collating my overall points for my prelims, i realized that i really do have to buck up.

It's now or never man. And i'm sure as hell that i dont wanna regret not studying hard enough.

For a start, well, my phone has been much more sedentary and quiet. Which also means lesser distractions.

This way, i can get more work done and stay more focused. 

Am currently starting to get the habit of practicing maths any time i can. Maths is my weakest subject and it is also one of the most important ones, therefore i shall practice everyday to pull those marks up. 

It's just sufferings for these few weeks. i'm sure i can pull through this shit. cos i've been through worst. 

So, many people have been asking me what am i going to do after Os?

That's still a big mystery to me too i guess. Well, most prolly after Os, i would be busy enjoying myself and living life like its the last day. hehe. Have many plans after Os. 

Chalets, outings, work, bla bla bla. everything that a young teen would wanna do after their major exams. hehe! 

And if my results turn out well, i'd be in poly for sure. Cos isnt that where everyone would wanna go...

I'm also currently signing up and registering for the Standard Chartered Full Marathon.

Yeah it's a full 42.195km run across Singapore. hehehe. cool.

Am trying to get some people to join me as well! 

Okay, i just completed updating the latest iPhone software and restored my iPhone.

All my contacts and stuff are in my phone, but all my apps are gone. -.- great. 

haha okay, i'll be busy configuring my iPhone again now.

This is quite a long and satisfying post! 

tata~!

blog blog blog~ yes yes, here i am once again in front of the screen typing this.
Where should i start from? hehe.
hmmm, i just happen to be reading my very old blog posts from the year of 2011-2012.
And i can say, i have changed, very much. Both in a good and bad way i guess.
Well, life was so much simpler back then. much more simple.
Dont have to worry about money, love, relationships bla bla. Just enjoying life as it is and the little things in life.
And while reading the old posts, i recalled many useful advises that ive mentioned in the posts. Most of which have already been deleted from my mind. haha.

ohhh yeah! just remembered, some people told me that i dont look like a singaporean at all just now. whuuuuuut.
i know right? Well, it's normal actually. i get that a lot.
Some people say i look like some kid from taiwan/hongkong, some say i look like an indonesian and some even say i look like an american-born-chinese. -.- seriously. so what do i look like? hahaha.
Well the truth is, i'm not pure Chinese either. I'm mixed. :]
The only reason i assume that i dont look like a singaporean and almost everyone who sees me for the first time says the same thing is because i have Indonesian blood...to be specific, i have Javanese blood.
Yeah that's right.
How do i know? interrogate my parents of course.
Dad said that Mum's grandfather was an Indonesian which was why my mum's surname is "Wan"
And "Wan" is not a surname found in Chinese. So yeah, that explains everything i guess? hehehe.
So what does that make me? chinese and javanese huh. dk any funky name for it. hehe~!

yeah so...that's one thing that not many people know about me too!
Aaaaand, i only found this out like...3-4 months ago. -.-
yeah, my whole life was a lie. ive been lying to myself for the past 18 years thinking that im a pure chinese.
Not anymore~ :p

alright, thats all for now peeps.
Will update again soon.
tata~

hey hey~ finally updating my dying blog again. hehehe~
Currently at my new house. Well to be honest, it's equally boring when you dont have a game console or when you dont have any plans.
I'm currently home alone. yeah. mum and dad at work, brother went out with friends. And so, here i am, just rotting away.
Eating like nobody's business. Prawn crackers, Spaghetti, mashed potato, strawberry milk etc. haha yes i eat a lot! but never seem to gain weight nor grow fat. it's both a good and bad thing.
Eating prawn crackers as im typing this and listening to With or without you by U2.
Go check it out. it's a good song. chilled and laid back song, just the way i like it.

i know it's kinda redundant for me to update my blog cos no one ever reads it. but oh well, will just update it anyway.
haha, a few years back on my previous blog, i will update it every single day and there would be at least 20-30 pageviews at the end of everyday.
Now? i barely update it and 0-1 page views. hehe but that's okay. :]

Currently having the september holidays which would end next week.
Well, not really counted as holidays for most of us as majority of us would prolly be resting and revising.
Yknow, i cant wait for the exams to be over. But at the same time, im sure id miss school and friends and stuff like that.
it seems so quiet today. heh.
oh well, guess my post shall end here for now, for today.
will update it soon again. hopefully very soon.

guess who's back? yes, its me, jinrong.
Thanks to my friend who has been helping me keep this blog alive while im away.
Well, as posted by my friend in an earlier post, yes, the prelims are over already.
It sure was hell. and I was wondering...if prelims was this hard, what about O levels? Wouldn't that just kill all of us.
Oh well.

As for me, i'm surviving life as it is. day by day.
Just waiting for something to happen that would change my life, hopefully for the better. or, I could make that change.
Life has been pretty hard recently. no doubt about that.
This year was indeed not a very good year for many of us.
But it's always good to know that you'll always have family, friends and special people by your side to help you pull through your dark cloudy days.

I don't really know what to post or talk about now...
my mind is simply...blank.
currently typing this post while lying down and listening to Inception by Michael Ortega.
It's a piano piece. and its a really good piece of music. Do check it out.
This post would be ending really soon.
Will definitely post again if I have something to share or talk about.
till then, goodbye.

As it is so far

Hi guys! The blogger with no name is back.

Well, it has been a tough week for all of us. Anyway, currently we are all in the midst of our prelims. As far as I can see, we aren't doing very well. I can already foresee our prelims report cards and the red marks all over it :/

Anyway, don't give up guys! Awhile more to the O levels and after than we can set our textbooks on fire - highly advised. Also, just for encouragement, recommend listening to Fix You by Coldplay. It really does encourage you.

Good luck then to everyone! Till then, ciao!